Day
before yesterday beth said she was calling Eric Gordon to see if she
would be allowed back at Southport Life Skills after what she did.
Don't know what beth did but can imagine from the things she has done
here. The reason beth even mentioned it to me is a cry for help.
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A
photo in the Virginia drivers handbook from years ago, a totalled
white car on its back with the question WHO WAS AT FAULT? WHAT DOES
IT MATTER? to show drivers where being too concerned about their
right of way and not having enough sense to see where it would lead.
if beth puts out my eye or starts a fire that kills people what does
it matter if her motivation was malicious or if she just wanted
attention or if she was on too much medication or if she was
ruminating on people who have hurt her in the past or thinking up
ways to make her housemates scapegoats for people who hurt her in the
past needing endless symbolic victories over innocent housemates to
get back at the people who really hurt her.
Same
with Melissa Jacob Clayton the motive for her weird favoritism
doesn't matter the fact is she made these decisions and continues to
make them and make one lame excuse after another but people who
depended on MJC to do her job even-handedly without personal
prejudice were damaged some permanently even if mjc managed to sweep
them under the carpet. There are alot of tall bumps in the carpet
someone at DMH needs to lift up the carpet and see what is under
there.
,,,,,,
if
beth is allowed to keep drilling holss in the bottom of the boat, she
will go down to, even in virginia which had more for mental health
bonnie said they are closing 5 facilities for the mentally ill and
only leaving one open and what will happen to the others formally
served by 5.
Dr.
p and christina should let beth know how bad things are may or may
not have an effect on beth at least making an attempt to act like a
human being and treat others the same way instead of a toddler
stealing things thinking she is cute or a mother-in-law berating and
accusing and making housemates lives hell so they cannot function
either.
........
Quotes
from Beth written on the legal pad for household on dining room table
meant to give RCs messages before we forget. Lest we Forget:
"Housemates
must abide by MERSA!!!
Prevention
I
did not choose her. It seems as though I have been the object of her
ART. for many years.
Do
not attack emotionally.
Yes,
I have a physical problem I am stinky. I bought some products + I
will take better care.
Personal
List
Soap
BV
Shampoo"
Why
does Beth keep losing her key?
When
I moved in Melissa Willard was already very irritated about
constantly missing keys possibly because Beth would have to leave the
door unlocked when she went out and MW was rightly worried. MW said
Beth should have to pay for every key she lost - its replacement.
hat
were Beth and Alicia always fighting about?
Melissa
Willard mentioned from the first housemeeting how much Alicia and
Beth's fights distressed her MW mentioned it twice just before she
was hospitalized this past time, she is still in the hospital after
more than a month, once she mentioned it in house meeting before she
was hospitalizeed.
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i
don't have weekly team meetings which mjc abuses to be gossip mills
yet the clients who are less sick supposedly are expected to deal
with all on their own a client who is acting out at the top of their
stength against any housemate abusing them as their families who are
now out of reach abused them.
mjc
runs as a dysfunctional family i have not been allowed to speak and
gerda and beth's shadow boxing having nothing to do with anything i
have said or done is taken as fact.
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keith
should not eat up her lies and show such prejudicial favor hard to
talk to him because bv got to him qand the other new ones first
i
have been very kind to beth and despite her immense provocations
everyday have not said anything deliberately to hurt her beth is a
professional victim at one point i know she must have been a true
victim of her family boyfriend or others but could not gain an
audience of the very inexperienced rcs given no guidance by mjc if
beth spoke of who really victimized her has to set up situations
sometimes as imaginary or bogus as the gulf of tonkin because if she
spoke to rcs about who and how she was really victimized they would
tell her it was a long time ago, or that it would be more appropriate
to discuss with her therapist it would not have the immediacy of and
drama of situations beth either sets up alicia fell for her bait and
argued and was in despair when she left alicia said after what was
done to me in this house i never want to return, i did not fight
back but tried to get rcs to listen to me and was sloughed off even
christian before she was given permission very recently not to let
beth rule the roost however bogus and bizarre her claims such as my
mishearing beth about washing the windows when she said she just came
back from wendy's and next day angrily marched into kitchen and
jessica told me to apologize to her only when nicole did housemeeting
did i understand that beth was saying that i called her a window
washer and beth said everyone knew that was slang for prostitute
therefore i had called her a prostitute and nicole looked shocked
then showed interest in what beth was saying and i said to nicole
have you ever heard that window washer is slang for prostitute nicole
hester said no and i asked her to look it up on her internet
telephone since the web has much on slang but nicole would not but
paid attention to beth a few weeks earlier beth had said i was
ignoring her i mentioned it to nicole in our rc meeting and nicole
said it is like you are darned if you do and darned if you don't
a
few months after that was trying to explain to christina when she
became my rc one of the most obvious tricks beth had played on me and
was going to talk of others when christina asked if i'd apologized to
beth for her misunderstanding me and that i should and i said that i
had put up with enough and was drawing the line at feeding into her
games by apologizing as requested for something so obviously a
vicious vicious game but only one of the many innocent little beth
has played
beth
not only makes mountains out of molehills she makes the molehill as
well and the slightest effort i make to defend myself when beth has
an rc audience will cause her to cry get huffy act hurt, start
talking to herself crying saying she wants to go home and that she
thinks that i should act like family to her
she
and her boyfriend of 27 years have perfected some pretty vicious
fighting games many married couples do see fried and dhlawrence and
scott and zelda fitzgerald i want nothing to do with it but because
of the cooperation and malign neglect of supervisors, gerda and beth
have perfected acccusing and abusing ANY ANY ANY housemate and are
allowed to do it to one housemate after another people serious about
recovery and making a contributions are destroyed by the vicious mad
dogs gerda and beth HAVE BEEN ALLOWED TO BECOME SOMEONE WAS GETTING
PAID TO PROTECT CLIENTS FROM CLIENTS WHO ARE ABUSIVE WHERE HAS MJC
AND BF BEEN EVEN WHEN GERDA SPRAYS LYSOL IN MY FOOD AND ADMITS IT IN
FRONT OF AN RC, BLESSING ATEM , BLESSING IS FIRED INSTEAD OF THE
INCIDENT INVESTIGATED AND IT TOOK GERDA A LONG TIME TO GET TO THE
POINT OF DIRECTLY ENDANGERING HOUSEMATES LIVES THOUGH WITH HER
CONSTANT SEVERE AND IGNORED MISHAPS WITH FIRE GERDA HAD BEEN
ENDANGERING HERSELF, HOUSEMATES AND NEIGHBORS FOR YEARS COULD NOT GET
RCS TO TAKE SERIOUSLY COULD SEE IT WAS BECAUSE OF THE WEIRD
FAVORITISM OF MJC WHO ALSO DOES NOT LIKE TO BE BOTHERED OR RCS WOULD
NOT SAY IT IS NOT MY RESPONSIBILITY TELL THAT OTHER RC A TEAM IN
NAME ONLY PLEASE REPLACE MJC AND BF WITH SOMEONE OF MINIMAL
COMPETIENCE.
----
like
living in grand cental station like a woamn leaving her purse on the
front seat of a car but I live here and artists by necessity have a
lot of stuff needed for work
if
i straighten something out afraid when i come back it will be gone
and even if it is not beth has taken enough of my art supplies, etc
that i worry or if i put it out of my mind and think it is safe to go
back in the water beth will lock me out of the house again when i go
for a cigarette and refuse to answer my very loud knocking so i wear
my housekey around my neck at all times but when i once forgot to put
my key around my neck in my house beth noticed and locked me out on
the deck in the cold
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Corrie
Ten Boom IN MY FATHER'S HOUSE
DUTCH
MISCHIEF-MAKERS
I
was no little angel. Mischief was my middle name, and Dot, my cousin
and best friend, was my willing partner.
Living
within the cathedral didn't make Dot any holier. If I didn't dream
up a prank, she would.
We
were in the same grad in school and usually walked together to our
classes. I was comfortable with Dot, because we were on the same
level of academic achievement, which was toward the bottom of the
class....
One
morning Dot called for me on the way to school and she was unusually
excited. "Corrie, come here, look what I found."
She
handed me a dime which was broken in half; the coin had probably been
run over by a carriage, and the two pieces were wedged on the
cobblestones just waiting for a little girl to pick it up. A dime
was a great deal of money to us, it could buy ten pieces of candy at
the sweet shop on the Begynestraat. Such a rare and wonderful treat!
We
skipped off to school, neither one of us admitting that we thought we
were going to do anything wrong and ordered our candies from the
jolly lady who owned the shop. Dot slipped the two parts of the dime
to me and I placed them on the counter, then made a very fast retreat
out the door. We were running toward school, when we heard the bell
of the shop door ring and the owner call, "Girls....girls...come
back...!"
i
grabbed Dot's hand and we ran a little faster, my feet having their
usual problem of keeping up with my own momentum. We felt so guilty
and for weeks avoded going by the candy store. The candy didn't
taste very good, either, and inn later years when I read this Proverb
I thought about that childish caper. "Bread obtained by
falsehood is sweet to a man, But afterward his mouth will be filled
with gravel." (Proverbs 20:17). Can candy really taste like
gravel?
feb
15 beth lost her new key and asked me to let her in if i am upstairs
cannot always hear her knock on door.
one
of the political sites signature line
the
world is a dangerous place not because there are bad people but good
people who do nothing albert einstein
Christina
said recently I see myself as your advocate." just words? no
other rc has said anything like that to me though my therapist Paula
asked permission to be my advocate in the weekly melissa jacob
Peppertree/bel pre team meetings since my then rc Amanda was unlikely
to be my advocate in what sounds like a weekly adversarial meeting
not a meeting to help clients.
Paula
is no longer able to attend team meetings and it sounds like mjc did
not welcome her before that but Kim said that Paula was very smart
and could rapidly put her finger on problems and give good advice,
but that was a long time ago. Kim went to work for another cluster
when the slh threshold merger took place.
if
mjc would listen to trained mental health workers like dr p and paula
would not have to wildly flail out the few times she is proactive but
would have steady coordinated teamwork to pull back on clients like
gerda and beth who have been allowed to run wild, like children they
want some limits but it would take a steady effort because both also
wanted their own way and were very strong willed and wanted someone
outside them to stop them but to put it all on a client like me and
say i should be independent and fight back or negotiate it out with
clients like gs and bv who are strongly into working out their
childhood issues on innocent housemates it is also not all paula or
dr p's responsiblity mjc is great at blaming and powergrabbing even
from psychiatrists but is unbelievably bad at fulfilling the
responsibilities of her job. needs an investigation to look at all
the ways mjc does not know how to or care to learn to build an
effective team but uses her very young rcs that she hires as
yes-women and for defending the fiefdom she has build so many
examples of mjc's utter lack of concern for the most basic client
physical safety and psychological wellbeing for so many rcs to say
THAT'S JUST GERDA BEING GERDA AND OTHER INANE EXCUSES not to listen
or do anything about gerda's harrassment and abuse and fire safety
hazards it is very clear that mjc does not want to know what is going
on at the ground level of her decisions or more often her refusal to
get involved or want to know. have thought many times that i could
stop a stranger on the street and they would spend more than 20
seconds listening and would care more than mjc's very, very young
rcs, either still in school or just graduated. would be okay if some
were in this condition but not all the rcs, mjc inherited most of her
current rcs from threshold and would never have hired someone of
Nikki Lak's age, approx 40 years old and nikki like dr p is fiesty
and has her own opinions from life experience and more confidence in
her sense of right and wrong and this is not her first real job and
mjc fromher previous choices and the way they acted saying that is so
and so's responsibility that mjc does not have an effective team or
any team at all but a group of yes women in her fight against
professionals who care about clients.
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feb
15 why is my bathroom rug by the med cabinet? left message on table
for rcs
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I
would rather be doing my artwork than writing this but hard to
concentrate on any but the most basic computr graphic work due to
some of the following problems which haven't been addressed by rcs or
are only just beginning to be listened to since i said i was going to
contact dmh and the county council since slh doesn't do grievances or
try to solve problems before or after it reaches that point.
for
a while beth was spending an average of one week out of a month with
at her boyfriend of 27 years dennis' apt finally one rc said that if
you are spending so much time away from living in slh residence
someone else could be living here and beth after another week or so
spent another week at dennis' not taking her medication with her
it
give me a chance to heal when she is away but it is taking longer and
longer for me to heal from her constant assaults on my
self-confidence and the other things she does for several months she
would shriek laughing hysterical for half hour or more i would be
concerned and ask if she were all right and she said she was laughing
for joy would also at that time talk loudly to herself but seems to
be better from that it seemed like i was living in bedlam then and
for 2 years with gerda stomping around in her boots and screaming at
her imaginary people most of the day along with harrassing and bully
peggy and myself
---
Asked
before Providers meeting if could be recorded and Jessica and other
rcs said some of the rcs would not like to be recorded and i said it
should be up to the client if slh administrative and other employees
are being paid partly by government funds they should be willing and
required to go on the record when handling grievance complaints and i
think most clients who have experienced how badly grievance meetings
or the blocking of grievance meetings have gone on would welcome the
chance to say yes to the proceedings being tape recorded. some of
the things that barrie and alex said might not have been said if they
knew the meetings were recorded and they might be better prepared and
have their facts straight by examining easily accessible computer
files on clients before lecturing or saying bogus things to client
wasting the one hour client has once every year and a half to set the
record straight since mjc seems to go with gossip by gerda or beth
and i am never consulted or listened to and this is made plain by my
treatment plans which up to the last two more resembled character
assassination and some of the false information such as I do not get
along with my housemates plural should have been apparent that i
always got along with peggy wyss and melissa willard or they could
have been asked and susan willkoff would not call me back so i could
add an addendum to my past treatment plans correcting gross errors
that reflected on my integrity.
---
i
like venetian blinds to be closed at night but beth insists they be
closed all day esp in kitchen in case someone might look in.
--
getting
tired of living with women commenting on my butt safe from office
type schoolyard abuse Friday Feb 15 yesterday bent down to take out
the pole in sliding doors for a cigarette beth made another comment
on my butt she wrote a nasty note to me a few weeks ago that I
immediately called my therapist and psychiatrist about though had
never called them immediately after a provocation before beth wrote
that i left blood all over the house and was always "butting"
her bending over showing my butt to everyone - the only time i ever
bend over is to do sweep debris into dustpan when doing housework or
removing the pole at the bottom of sliding doors. beth is rarely
sitting in living room and only occasionally at dining room table
when I bend down to remove the pole to go out for a cigarette and
also only occasionally comes in kitchen when I am sweeping and
mopping the floor in the kitchen threshold and bathroom. I am in my
own home beth steals and rcs act as if I left my purse on a carseat
that it is my fault for not hiding everything and I have a fair
amount of art supplies and cannot as nicole hester suggested when
complaining of missing art supplies lug them up the stairs from the
basement to my room up two long flights of stairs would take a number
of trips and is ridiculous why not remove beth from a situation which
she is not qualified to handle rather than handing her one housemate
after another to steal from and torment?
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missing
cooking pots soon won't have anything to cook in only one very large
pot and one small pot belonging to house and one small pot belonging
to me left, beth said one medium pot was too burned she scrubbed and
scrubbed and finally threw away, another medium pot before this beth
threw in trash told Christina who fished it out and told beth that if
she kept throwing pots away we would have nothing to cook in, beth
said it looked like someone had thrown up in pot, it was clean and
christina pointed it out, this very nice silver medium pot went
missing again saw it under side of sink hidden where we do not store
pots pointed it out to melissa willard when I needed a pot looked
again in beth's kitchen hiding place and this pot has not been seen
again don't know if she threw it away, gave it to her boyfriend
dennis or hid it. makes it harder to make rice or other food when
just huge pot and very small pots and who knows how long it will be
untill beth causes one or both remaining pots to disappear.
christina
said if any more of my art supplies went missing to let her know
right away and not throw the trash out and we would go through the
trash to try to find them.
beth
cannot live with other people if trying to work making the simplist
chores impossible. beth has taken all of large packages of paper
towels bought with household money and made them disappear for a
while nicole was either keeping paper towels in her car and doling
them out or locking them in the medication cabinet so they wouldn't
all disappear.
beth
occasionally has horrific nosebleeds don't know if some of her mental
deficiets are due to this and though i don't need to know would like
to make sure that beth has gotten an mri or other care to find out
what is causing them. Dr. Parveen is very good about asking me to
have medical doctors send her reports and she keeps them in a paper
file since the Anastasia program has problems but for some reason i
just spoke of beth's nosebleeds to rcs not dr. p or paula need to
tell them. beth is upset when i ask her about the cloths she uses to
clean the nosebleeds and says it is nothing but in a note has accused
me of leaving blood all over the house and if there is a spot of
coffee on the floor near the garbage pail in kitchen will ask me if
it is blood.
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everyone
fails and maybe esp in this situation and economy fails alot but
barrie and mjc don't even seem to be trying if one client is
threatening another and spraying lysol in food you need to make time
even if you have hundreds of clients. Megan, Paula and Dr. Parveen
try to do an honest job based on concern for clients/patients rarely
have seen mjc call her the woman behind the curtain why did she get
rid of the 15 minute rule so rcs ran in and out stuffing pills in
clients mouths then running away leading to several emergencies among
clients and jackie was fired I believe for trying to get mjc to show
more concern for clients in her decisions. there are a number of
threshold people who lost their jobs and could certainly step into
the jobs that barrie and mjc can't seem to find time to do even when
clients are in immediate jeopardy sometimes because of decision and
neglect of situations made by mjc and bf.
approx
2 months later Gerda's HOC came through, after I told MJ day before I
moved about Gerda's extreme carelessness in kitchen, MJ said almost
to herself "I need to do something about Gerda." I would
not have had to pack in a week leaving my books, and esp. 2 decades
of artwork behind - the timing of Gerda's HOC coming through was
strange as strange as Peggy being told she had to leave slh a few
days after she and her aunt made a grievance about gerda's bullying
and harrassment of Peggy that her aunt was smart enough to wait until
DMH representative could witness the grievance meeting.
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so
many things swept under rug by mjc with barrie's aid need to lift up
rug and see what is under there despite the difficult environment for
mental health funding more important than ever to have people in the
supervisory position affecting hundreds of lives to make responsible
common-sense decisions and to listen at least minimally to clients
and handle grievances with integrity and to stop power-grabbing from
psychiatrists and therapists. How much clinical experience does
Barrie have, how long has she been an administrator? certainly has
no curiousity about client's problems opinions even when they have
finally managed a grievance meeting but comes in pressing her own
agenda and will not let clients answer even questions she asks that
if not off topic are irrelevant. ping pong zig zag very amaturishly
run Provider Meeting. only thing accomplished was my therapist Paula
Weiss' very elegant 3 word question What about Reboot" so that I
would not lose 8 years of source material of computer graphics on my
failing computer surely MJC knew about reboot and so did barrie so
why were they going around in circles and their taking 8 months to
remove even one former slh computer supposedly for client use but
password protected and should obviously have been wiped before
leaving slh offices.
---
if
mjc does not lose her job and i think even with the confiscation of
beth's food card with a person with a serious eating problem in the
house and ignoring gerda's very direct threats on my life culminating
with gerda's witnessed confession in front of an rc that she had
sprayed lysol on the wild rice I had left in a bowl to cool down
before putting in the refrigerator, gerda rarely wiped the counter
and never before and after she was cooking dinner and had told me a
few weeks early after Amanda took my computer downstairs that she,
Gerda was spitting on my things, the reason Amanda took my computer
down to the finished basement is that Gerda came in my room telling
me her voice Aphrodite threatened me and later to her rc on phone
that Aprodite would not leave her alone in bed until Gerda had come
to tell me about Aphrodite's threat on my life. And MJC told me
through two emails to my RC Amanda Tillman that I could go to Fenton
House a type of hospitalization flabergasting even Amanda.
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eric
should at least spend 5 minutes listening to each client once a year.
the
weird favoritism don't understand a cat may look at a king could
learn something such as the huge market for equestrian art chronicle
of the horse and Spur middleburg princess daisy
why
always "satire"? People, esp. young people are ashamed of
their emotions.
to
mjc people go on vacation that is why you get paid the big bucks as
an excuse for locking up beth's card and starving her a week at a
time with the rcs strongly discouraging melissa willard and I from
giving beth food. next mjc excuse, then the next one, then christina
taylor beth was not there when someone came to take hergrocery
shopping therefore beth did not want to eat. ct is much more
intelligent now in the things she says and has always seemed a decent
person will become psychologist and graduate this June and therefore
like most of the very young RCs are more dependent than most in this
economy of MJC and BF giving them a good reference for their future
earnings and getting into the field and may show more integrity when
they are than they do now which I can sympathize with because I am
afraid of losing my housing by complaining. Need exit interviews
spend a lot of time and money training RCs and if an RC is brave
enough to whistleblow to warn of a supervisor endangering clients and
the mentally ill living in the community slh should show that it
cares enough for RCs opinions and Core Services really needs to put
back onto the questionnaire that howard brings once a year is the
only time clients get to give even minimal feedback why was the
question HOW DOES ST. LUKE'S HANDLE COMPLAINTS taken off this
inspectors questionnaire for the past two years??? what kind of
feedback were they getting from that and why didn't Core Service
Agency look into the way SLH handles or refuses to handle grievances
instead of removing the question to improve slh statistics leaving
many damaging situations to fester and reducing the chances of those
who are serious about recovery and working due to clients who misuse
the program to bully, block common areas, do dangerous things to get
attention prevent those who could really and not artificially improve
SLH statistics on helping the mentally ill.
wrong
way callison wrong goal post
confusing
asks what supplies I need then immediately tells me why I can't have
them
dab
of cad red
proofs
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felt
like ping pong ball no more than three sentences another subject why
does megan, paula and dr parveen speak to the point and mjc and
barrie ask irrelevant questions and at this meeting and other times
make lame excuses then other lame excuses beth wasn't there when rc
came to pick her up for grocery shopping therefor beth doesn't want
to eat - beth's food card was locked in the medication cabinet 3 or 4
weeks with money on and beth wanted to go to the store herself and
was angry that a few of the food items she wanted to buy were not
allowed by rc taking her to the store the previous excuse was that
beth would spend all her money and not have enough food at the end of
the month so it is better that beth should starve during the middle
or beginning of the month and made me really angry when they made
this excuse at the end of the month for depriving beth of the food
card
i
know beth has spend all food money once laura duvall said they had no
food when i was living at dunsinane and I brought over some rice,
oatmeal and staples and told an rc who said something about getting
beth and laura manna food.
there
is no excuse for letting anyone much less a woman who is in her 50s
starve when there is money on her card but her food stamp card is
locked in the cabinet. not isssued to mjc or slh but beth vonieff.
mjc shows such a lack of basic common sense or humanity an
investigation by dmh is needed and exit interviews for rcs and
perhaps clients to identify supervisors and others at slh who may be
endangering clients and neighbors to residents of slh housing
program.
there
is something seriously wrong with mjc depriving client of food their
food card with money on it for a week at a time anyone but esp
someone at beth's age a week with only flour and water to eat
and
telling me i was welcome to go to fenton house when gerda told me her
voices were threatening me then a few weeks later mjcs unconcern when
gerda admitted in housemeeting to spraying lysol in my food
screaming
just because neighbors on both sides moved away doesn't mean its
because of gerda
broad
daylight the two times beth locked me out when out on the back deck
to smoke melissa willard told me beth has locked her out when she
goes out to smoke in the front the last time beth locked me out she
said it was because she was afraid the squirrels would come in. I
have to wear my key around my neck at all times in the house so I
won't be deliberately locked out the back sliding door does not use a
key but has a pole at the bottom and a metal bar at the middle, beth
can easily see I am having a cigarette on the deck
and
there is nothing i can do to prevent her from pushing nail clippers
or back of household cleanser in my eye when I am concentrating on
computer graphics and though it would be hard to replace the art
supplies and other things beth steals and mostly throws away or gives
to her boyfriend I won't be able to replace my eye. Beth is not
responsible enough for independent living and the peppertree/bel pre
supervisor melissa jacob clayton and her supervisor manager barrie
friedman have been unbelievable irresponsible in lack of protection
for clients against another client's bullying and extreme
carelessness around the stove and ironing on bedsheets. and tearing
up burner so the burner is wrecked and pops a white flame - gerda's
spectacular spilling the beans.
dennis
calling incessantly again 50 messages two days ago from one day the
previous day 36 messages which an rc must have deleted in the morning
since beth never deletes her messages. it is very hard for my job
coach or friend bonnie to call me because the voicemail will be full
and my housemate melissa willard who for the second time since before
christmas has been a long time hospitalized for severe eating
disorder often complained about not being able to use the phone and
having to listen to dennis speed dial many times a day for a few
months it must have been a hundred times a day, dennis after i told
him that even if he did not leave a message when he called we had to
listen to the please leave a message and it would register as a call
and to listen to our real messages we would have to cycle through 30
some or more messages.
bonnie
when she stayed to visit when it was too hot last summer to go to a
taste of Rockville, she likes to keep on the move but we talked in
the basement for an hour and though i had told her what it was like
listening to the phone ringing and ringing and then the please leave
a message a hundred times a day, until you experience it you cannot
imagine what it is like.
dennis
needs help too but rc nicole hester said though dennis used to be
with slh he no longer is and that it would be inappropriate for slh
to call dennis super's psychiatrist to let him/her know of the
incessant calls and his threatening beth with a butcher knife.
the
times of beth calling the police about her hallucinations esp the
time she claimed she saw a man with a gun which the police took very
seriously and surrounded the townhouse section i live in beth did
not tell me she called them its effect on me of having to deal with
the police rcs say repeatedly that beth's business is not mine but
when the police show up below the back porch deck with hand over
their guns and beth has not told me she has called them the traumatic
effect on me and nicole hester telling dr p i was doing fine when i
lay on the couch for days after going over and over in my mind what i
should have done esp when i came inside and a number of police were
rushing towards me looking around the dining and living room my rc
had no idea or interest in its effect on me and since dr p has very
limited time she depends on rcs giving her accurate information on
clients well-being which they cannot do if they or their supervisor
mjc have no interest in clients.
codependents
anon
bv
insanely destructive like mildred in OF HUMAN BONDAGE or baby jane in
whatever happened to baby jane
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dhl
that woman used to kissing and making up after insults judges
magistrates once they were insulted stayed insulted and without
huxley frieda probably would have lost the earnings from lawrences
books just from the anger she generated.
living
off of others and giving nothing back
loosh
eaters creating fear and pain and feeding off the very negative
energy they create.
Christian
love hasn't been enough her ghosts just because demons exist doesn't
mean you have to invite them in for cornflakes
reading
the same 4 chapters of the Bible trying to force even God to obey
beth's will instead of trying to read the Bible to find out what is
expected of beth
THOU
SHALT NOT BEAR FALSE WITNESS AGAINST THY NEIGHBOR
THOU
SHALT NOT STEAL
no
one who maketh or telleth a lie can ever enter the kingdom of Heaven,
the city of our God.
satan
the father of lies
the
elaborate tissue of lies beth is so skilled at emeshing people in,
Kim's furious taking down of beth, Waterside Cluster RC dumping her
back on porch looking infuriated. Beth works very hard to create
these reactions, then plays the tearful victim, I am tired of going
around in beths squirrel cage. she needs to stop missing appts with
paula who may be the only one with any patience left for beth. i
would rejoice never to see her again. i might be able to accomplish
something with what is left of my life. I have prepared for decades
for the chance to do the art work I would now have time for if beth
did not bend every bit of her gifts from God to do evil to people
trying to do good with the talents God has given them. Beth misuses
her considerable talents from God to prevent people from using their
talents in a positive way.
Hemingway
wrote that if F. Scott Fitzgerald could write as good a book as The
Great Gatsby he could write and even better one "but I did not
know Zelda then so I did not know the odds against him."
cute
little baby beth turning on light to wake me up and bragging to
Nicole like it was a joke all the damage she does to others she
thinks of herself as a cute little toddler being mischevious. The
Book of Psalms write of MISCHEVIOUS MADNESS the older definition of
demonic mischief is more suiting to the destruction beth leaves in
her wake.
satan
is not come but to kill and to steal and destroy
beth
killing hope and that is the only thing she is absolutely dedicated
to and has honed her vicious motherinlaw and other sick sadistic
games with her boyfriend of 27 years and they have damaged each other
so they can not work support themselves even partially or do any good
work at all and wants to drag down everyone she meets into the
self-created hell she will do nothing to try to get out of - beth
gives kindness and compassion a bad name and will like a destructive
toddler destroy every bit of kindness given to her.
she
does not consider me or alicia or rcs or anyone as individuals with
pain and struggle but believes she has a monopoly on pain so can
inflict pain on everyone in her vicinity. feel like a doll she keeps
banging its head on the counter and throwing it over her shoulder is
beth really that far gone or does she suppress any vestige of
conscience with the help of the melissa jacob clayton team who in
Nicole hesters word supplies beth with fresh meat.
mjc
is remarkably like gerda and beth. lying spinning because I respect
Dr. Parveen for her integrity says that I am trying to make Dr
Parveen into CEO of SLH or that I should just leave if I dont like
it at slh which she said 2 years ago and that statement is in
violation of not just slh grievance policy but the charter from
taking government monies and these situations fester until gerda is
spraying lysol in housemates food and playing with fire.
mw
favoritism is exactly the word if you or i did what beth does we
would be in trouble staying with her boyfriend for a week or more at
a time approx every month or month and a half and forgets even the
few days of meds packed out for her.
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how
did beth destroy me as a person, constant tricks and unrelenting lies
in front of rcs using them as judge and jury to win never-ending
symbolic victories over her father, mother, sisters, dennis,
co-workers anyone who has hurt her. playing the victim with me as
villan but would and has exploited past housemates and future
housemates until they are destroyed and incapable of talking or
moving or working. why this weird weird favoritism or malign neglect
going on for years???? who let beth turn into the monster she is
today kim furious at the lies and spider web beth have woven around
her. the waterside cluster rc looking like she could bite wood and
spit out nails she was so angry with beth.
beth
is very professional and skill about provoking people to anger then
acting the victim crying oh so pitiful when she is now the
persecutor.
in
families often the cycle of persecutor, victim, rescuer and sometimes
if given help the victim will become the persecutor this has happened
to beth with the help of rcs pretty much forced into it by the malign
neglect or off-the-wall decisions by mjc and bf and this is what
happens when a mental health agency absolutely refuses to do
grievances and tries to correct situations before they become this
monstrous and dangerous and defeating even for st. lukes and all
mental health agencies because make it imposssible for people trying
to work and coming home to the spoiled toddler or non-working
busy-body mother-in-law beth has been allowed to turn into.
melissa
willard has expressed from the first that she was glad I did not
fight with beth because the constant arguments with alicia castro
upset her. At least Alicia made a try for her own dignity against
the monstroustrosity beth has been allowed to become. she needs to
be pressured to see paula instead of expecting housemates to be 24/7
therapist, mother, scapegoat, whipping boy, abused daughter-in-law,
audience, bit player in beth's grotesque misuse of housemeetings and
medication monitoring not prevented by rcs some or all might have
been more sane in their response if not under very strange orders by
melissa jacob clayton.
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
megan
or any of the threshold supervisors could do a better job than mjc
and barrie it would be possible to be AS BAD AS mjc and bf are at
their jobs but it would not be possible to be worse.
why
did susan willcox tell me she would only be allowed to work from
electronic copy and not hard copy what about handwritten complaints
many clients have no computer or computer experience and nicole
hestor, i think wrongly told me that as my rc she could not help me
write or help edit my grievance because as my rc it might be a
conflict of interest she never got back to me on whether it was and
it was as ridiculous a statement as that is just gerda being gerda
because the then grievance policy clearly stated that client could
request rc to help write grievance.
what
was the conflict of interest? between the paid and purported
supervisor MELISSA JACOB CLAYTON and the CLIENT the rc was being paid
to help. what is the conflict there - how has mjc initiated loyalty
oaths to her personally rather than helping the client mjc and rc is
getting paid to help.
mjc
and barrie friedman's fiefdom needs to be dismantled.
waterside
supervisor not about to let mj dump her neglected foundling beth on
them and let beth destroy the efforts of clients who were trying or
the rcs so that they would be too frustrated and upset by beth
vonieff's very sophisticated office politics/gossip games to serve
other clients effectively.
so
why has mj allowed beth to go on year after year like gerda
destroying so many lives mj does not know or care to learn how to
create an effective team working steadfastly on problems occasionally
flails out at beth by illegally locking up beths food stamp card with
money on it to starve beth into submission which upset me, my other
housemate who has an eating problems and who has expressed again and
again that she is glad that i do not fight with beth as alicia did -
alicia was trying to do volunteer work with megan beth has developed
some positive skills, is very well read on a number of subjects
including politics, the Bible, medical terminology and definitions
and various of the arts and though not formally trained in art has
done a few very observant and creative drawings and used to do more
with crafts megan used to go out of her way to bring very nice
ribbons and other things for julie and others trying to make
something good in megan's craft class for julie's daughter or other
friends and relatives. why isn't this background of skills
encouraged in beth instead of letting beth continue to put her full
dedication into troublemaking and destroying her housemates efforts
to do something worthwhile - beth makes an unbelievable mess
deliberately by stealing things belonging to the house or paid for by
all three clients money needed to run an effective household like
tuperware, food, art supplies, cleansers, whole packages of
papertowels, oven mitts, dish towels including those belonging
personally to her housemates, bath rugs and more.
residences
have taken on the connotation of halfway houses bonnie lutheran home
meeting with new hardnosed ceo and the people living in lutheran
village violently opposed to be calling residents because of what it
has come to mean
is
it just prejudice that people do not want halfway houses in their
neighborhoods or are there many more bad fires than usual and/or
someone like gerda screaming down the neighborhood month after month
and year after year and the rcs and rc supervisor ignoring making
lame excuses just because the neighbors on both sides of your
townhouse moved away doesn't mean it was because of gerda said mj in
kneejerk reaction when dr parveen opened door to mj's gossip fest
meetings and made mj listen to me for a few minutes on what gerda was
doing mj is woman behind the curtain making disasterous decisions
handed down from mt olympus and most malign neglect causing
situations to fester and become as violent as gerda spraying lysol in
my food and telling me one of her voices threatened me and mj said i
could go to fenton house if i did not FEEL SAFE. something wrong
with mj the decisions she makes are so off the wall mj needs help why
did she go into this field instead of something more traditionally
cut throat??? what are mj's qualifications as a PROFESSIONAL in the
mental health field to have pushed Paula out as team therapist or
even someone attending meetings to act as a little bit of a brake to
mj's sometimes illegal and often unethical decisions and some of her
decisions are so bad they are hard to characterize melissa willard
cleaning up box of broken glass dishes and glasses and jars after
mj's brilliant decisions to take all our dishes and silverware except
for one color coded plate, fork, spoon, knife, cup, glass like a
prisoner might not have been a bad idea but what nicole said about it
defeating the purpose if mj did not take all the rest of our dishes
was not true idea could have been floated then tweaked with input
from clients but mj does not care and never ever solicits opinions or
ideas of clients. Bernadette Healy wanna be Barrie Friedman has
taught her to act like Queen Victoria making decisions based on
whatever weird idea comes into mj's head instead of getting the facts
on the ground and making intelligent decisions based on facts not her
la-la land fantasies.
barrie
should know how to run a grievance meeting - if either meeting had
been recorded, even barrie might have been shocked at the
outrageousness.
........
dennis
calling incessantly can't concentrate sat 10:30pm CAN'T CONCENTRATE I
AM ABOUT TO TURN OFF ANSWERING MACHINE
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Amanda
was not being my advocate in weekly RC meetings before Paula Weiss my
excellent therapist had been marginalized, she was still PepperTree
team therapist at that time asked to be my advocate said it was part
of her job as team therapist, I agreed, very grateful someone was
willing to help me. Asked Paula later why RC meetings were run on an
adversarial basis and she said she didn't know.
Paula
and Dr. Parveen and Megan very professional and care about clients,
MJ and Barrie power mongers at the Provider meeting which I did
notcall and was not informed of until Pam the receptionist let it
slip - Alex George treated Barrie like the arrival of the Queen of
England on and on about how honored we were by Barrie's presence very
over the top, wish meeting had been recorded, I was constantly
interupted MJ had 2 years to gossip about me weekly this was only
chance I had any opportunity whatever to say something in my own
defense since "It's just Gerda being Gerda." as if she were
not bound by the laws of human decency or obeying the rules that
Gerda's claim to being Jehovah God and above all human laws were
perpetrated by RCs they were normal and outraged by Gerda's behavior
then became stepford wives robotically repeating the same inane
excuses for Gerda's outrages after I had spoken no more than two
sentences but would listn to Gerda for hours before she started
staying in her room screaming full time to her imaginary people when
she wasn't spraying lysol in my food and admitting it in house
meetings. MJ's response to this is criminal negligence and must be
investigated.
Should
have had more protection from Beth when first moved in
alicia
said leaving some stuff behind in last trip during move "After
what was done to me here in this house I never want to come back."
When Potluck was held at Dunsinane, Alicia held herself ramrod
straight when Beth hugged her. Beth harrassed me even before I
moved in going to 24 Dunsinane trying to claim my room there and
Peggy would say NO, LINDA'S IN THAT ROOM - THAT IS LINDA'S ROOM when
beth would occasionally visit and made sure I heard her asking if
anyone had moved in yet to my room.
The
RCs told me that was a notion that Beth got on her own, Jessica said
we don't move people around like that but Caryn Zaner told me when I
asked her why Beth had come over again asking about my room that a
year before they had discussed with beth making an even exchange of
rooms with me. No one told me, I finally told Amanda Tillman that if
Beth wanted my room so bad I would make an exchange with her and
Amanda said that Beth was too ill to move anywhere. Beth is unhappy
here even a year before I moved in making an even exchange with
Alicia. Beth was tormenting me even before I moved in other than
seeing her 3 or 4 times at Potluck and talking briefly twice the only
other time I ever saw beth was on her few visits to Peggy. I never
did anything to Beth to account for her trying to cause me anguish
even before I moved to 14528 Banquo Terrace and she hit the ground
running to steal and let me know she was stealing my things WHAT ARE
YOU GOING TO DO ABOUT IT within hours of my moving in and from the
first medication monitoring berated me so inappropriately like
someone 25 years into a bad marriage saying to a therapist HE DOES
THIS AND HE DOES THAT and instead said SHE DOES THIS COUGHS LIKE
ALICIA I WAS PUTTING DANGEROUS GERMS IN THE WALLS BY COUGHING and
endangering beth for 4 or 5 nights she BERATED ME MERCILESSLY AND THE
RCS LET HER AND WOULD ONLY SAY AFTER BETH HAD BEEN BERATING ME AND
ABUSING ME VERBALLY AND BERATING ME NOW NOW WE ALL HAVE TO GET ALONG,
I WAS ILL FROM GERDA STATING IN FRONT OF RC BLESSING WHO WAS FIRED SO
QUICKLY MELISSA WILLARD KEPT ASKING THE OTHER RCS IF Blessing had
been fired, she was the only witness other than peggy who was too
afraid to notice after her formal grievance against Gerda and the
only upshot was that it was determined that peggy not her abuser had
to leave.
I
made what I thought was a formal complaint about Gerda's abuse of me
but was only allowed to say 2 sentences about Gerda before Barrie
Friedman threatened me by saying MAYBE YOU DON'T BELONG IN OUR
PROGRAM
I
looked down, didn't say anymore - Barrie, Melissa Jacob and i think
Alex George was there left and Sweta asked after they left and I was
still mute looking down at table if I wanted to leave. Sweta left
SLH shortly thereafter to work in a similar job in similar program
think it was problby FSA, Melissa Jacob would not let me see the then
Team Therapist Paula Weiss and when I could not take bus to see
Vickie had Sweta drive me to FSA and when Vickie left still had a
terrible time getting MJC to let me see Paula. I had asked long
before this if Paula could facilitate a discussion with Gerda about
Gerda's abuse of me and Peggy and Sweta before she was my RC thought
it would be possible and asked me if, when meeting would be shortly
thereafter Gerda requested a new RC and I requested that Sweta be my
RC since Caryn Zaner when she first started was very young and joking
all the time and I liked Sweta's calmness. MJC stated very
mistakenly at the provider meeting that I had fired Sweta as RC when
I said after more than a year of Amanda Tillman I needed an RC who
cared and Alex George said mistakenly that people would say I was
always requesting changes of RC I stated ACCURATELY THAT I HAD MADE
ONLY ONE SUCH REQUEST and that SWETA HAD QUIT. And MJ said she had a
faulty memory of that and thought I had requested a change. Sweta
quit SLH shortly after she became my RC possibly in disgust at the
way clients are treated.
MJ
like George Bush always ready either to blame RCs for her decisions ,
incompetence excuse lies and more lies. Being good at vicious office
politics is not the same as being good at your job, my previous
treatment plans were more exercises in character assassination than
treatment plans and Amanda Tillman disclaimed all responsibility for
her treatment plans saying "other people" had done so much
writing on TP that she couldn't remember what she had written, I
asked what other people and she said "Just other people."
Paula looked up TP on computer and said MJ was only other person who
had signed AT's first treatment plan. When I asked Amanda to go over
my treatment plan with me, Amanda said "Other people come around
and go over treatment plans with clients." I said what other
people, Sweta and Kari who left to work in another dept in SLH went
over my tP with me and Amanda said "Just other people that go
around reading clients treatment plans with them." No other
people came around to read my treatment plan with me.
My
recent treatment plans have been closer to the truth, for 2 years my
treatment plans stated that I did not get along with my housemates
plural and I objected again and again saying I had always gotten
along well with Peggy but they never changed it. My last two
treatment plans closer to reality maybe because MJ wants me to move
to HUI.
Susan
Wilkerson whose job it was never called me back when I requested
copies of Comar Note a year later when I wanted to add addendum to
the then character assassinations called Treatment Plans was told it
was her job Susan Wilkerson never called me back. Dr. Parveen whom I
told of my worries about getting other housing when needed because of
the false accusations in Treatment Plans some of which are extremely
amaturish and anyone in Congress of DMH could see how MJ or whoever
wrote them is not concerned about my recovery but slandering my
character, Dr. P said that the interview at the time of housing
change would be all that was needed and it was too late to change
treatment plans but I told Dr. Parveen that according to the then
Grievance Policy that if you objected to treatment plan you could
write an addendum trying to set the record straight. Dr. Parveen
seemed glad to hear that and said to call Susan Wilkerson and tell
her that Dr. Parveen had told her to call me back.
After
calling Susan Wilkerson, leaving messages,4 times I was too
discouraged to try again. The year before Barrie Friedman's letter
after Grievance meeting in which we talked only of maintenance
issues, extreme heat and lack of air conditioning which was a minor
complaint I had thought it was a formal grievance and had pared down
36 pages of my grievance against the lack of help with Gerda's
abusing me to 8 - Sweta requested I cut it down myself and though
according to Grievance policy she or Susan wilkerson should have
helped me with written grievance, Barrie's letter mentioned only the
maintenance issue not gerda and stated if I wanted to make formal
complaint contact Susan Wilkerson also for Comar Notes SUSAN
WILKERSON HAS NEVER, EVER CALLED ME BACK and I had requested a formal
Grievance meeting about gerda not primarily about maintenance but I
was not allowed to speak, Sweta before meeting printed 8 pages from
my flash drive don't remember if Barrie et al were given copy,
nothing was done to give me relief or peggy relief from Gerda's over
the top harrassment.
A
year later want to complain about Beth's abuse, Susan Wilkerson
according to Grievance Policy was supposed to help with that she
would not call back.
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My
main complaint is about Barrie Friedman and Melissa Jacob Clayton's
criminal negligence don't want to sue, do want an investigation into
their not doing important portions of their job endangering clients
and neighbors. Peggy Wyss' formal complaint about Gerda's
harrassment of her, her aunt that she spoke to about abuse Peggy very
shy, her Aunt made sure that a representative from Dept. of Mental
Health was at meeting, Caryn Zaner told Peggy that she, Peggy, would
have to move, not the abuser Gerda, Gerda said "I get peggy's
room" but also showed Gerda she could get away with doing
anything to her housemates and nothing would be done to stop Gerda
and Gerda had an enormous power problem and anger at her mother and
sisters and used housemates as substitute scapegoats.
The
only reason why peggy was not forced to move was DMH rep said SLH had
to find peggy housing near enough to visit her mother in Kensington
Nursing Home and her aunt in DC but for a year after every
housemeeting Caryn Zaner would tell peggy she needed to continue
preparing to move and Peggy suffered the insecurity of that. Peggy
has friends at SLH Life Skills program and attends social night and
last part of art group, peggy did not miss even one Social night for
over a year and then only once because she was ill and attends other
activities which she would not have been able to do if Peggy had been
forced to move.
Laura
was so upset when she learned SLH would not be getting her own apt
but just dumping her in a room in the community, Laura died very soon
after she was told this and was so upset when she would call me.
Laura had been in SLH housing so long that the CSA inspector Howard
called her the Queen of SLH, Laura was very pleased and said "Aw,
I'm no queen." when she told me how pleased she was about
Howard's comment.
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Ask
someone from NAMI to witness provider meeting - previous 2 provider
and grievance meetings should have been recorded, unbelievable,
Barrie as Queen of Sheba,
RCs
should be logging everytime beth or in the past Gerda or any client
who shows extreme carelessness around stove and oven leaving kitchen
or even leaving house with oven on - when they are informed by other
client about the danger to HUD, St. Luke's housing, clients and
neighbors ATTENTION MUST BE PAID - why do all the RCs shrug it off as
one time happening when informed of repeated dangerous behavior
around fires - have they been instructed by Melissa Jacob Clayton not
to care or to minimize real danger out of existence - MJ's job is to
both know these things, investigate and take action to protect
clients, houses, neighbors and program for independent living in the
community. Halfway houses are looked down on with fear and maybe the
knowledge that some supervisor don't care to do anything at all about
the worst danger is known. Gerda chasing away neighbors with her
screaming which echoed down the back corridor of trees, deck/porch in
back, client screaming for months and years minimized by MJ when Dr.
Parveen opened door where MJ and my then RC Amanda Tillman were
meeting after RC meeting across hall, Dr. P told me to tell them as
soon as the words were out of my month "It's a zoo, the second
neighbors on the other side have moved out." MJ's knee-jerk
reaction was "Just because the neighbors have moved out doesn't
mean it is because of Gerda." I told Sweta when meeting on deck
with Gerda screaming upstairs echoing outside that neighbors used to
move out when my mother would scream like that and we would be asked
to leave nice garden apartments. By the time I said this to MJ, all
the RCs could hear Gerda screaming upstairs, for months, she refused
to come down for medications and I would beg the RCs to do something
and they would make some excuse and the screaming of Gerda and other
terrible behavior went on with no one intervening, the reason for the
17 meetings per month is not just to get paid but to notice and
intervene if something is radically wrong.
Why
was nothing done about Gerda?
Never
double checked with me about the lies Gerda told and Dr. P opened
door to say I slept during the day and worked on my computer at night
because Gerda screamed every hour she was awake at that time, Gerda
had complained I slept all the time from the beginning, Gerda and
Beth expect me to be a live-in housemother, if a client is not ready
for independence and careless repeated around stove is one big clue
they should be in an environment with 16 or 24 hour care, at least
out patient hospitalization so don't harrass housemates and neighbors
and maybe get some help.
Beth
sweeping neighbor's deck, trespassing, said it was an eyesore,
trespassing. Energy should have been spent on doing her chores in
house not uninvited sweeping of neighbor's deck insulting them with
eyesore remark when I told her she was trespassing and to please
stop.
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Beth's
misuse of medication monitoring and housemeetings to nitpick about
nothing beth needs to write down complaints so she isn't all over the
map confusing everyone but attacking me and confusing and boring RCs
so much beth is allowed to continue to attack me in front of an
audience over nothing or for things she does herself she lies
straightfaced and accuses me of dirtying dishes she has used and left
with an inch of water and disgusting watered down mayo and salad
dressing and pancake mix and clam chowder left to dry on top of dish,
bowl or pan for days. After she threw away the house owned pot
holder, Melissa Willard heard her tell Nicole that I had thrown it
away. I thought since beth is known for throwing good things away,
that someone would try to stop her but she continues.
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Freda
Lawrence game
Letting
Beth beat up on me so she will feel better for a few minutes is not
benefitting Beth who uses these destructive games to avoid finding
something useful to do with her life even a hobby or since she is
more of a people person, to visit Southport Life Skills, I exchanged
laundry days with her from Tuesday to Wed when Beth briefly was going
to an activity on Tuesday.
Chat
with cab driver, cannot spend all my time caring for Beth being her
24/7 caretaker, scapegoat, companion, family substitute, second
Dennis for a second extravagantly dysfunctional relationship. Tired
of being treated like a doll that has no feelings, beth cares
exclusively for herself, does not care when I try to back her off her
abuse and harrassment by telling her how ill I am, or telling her in
housemeeting that I am a human being too. Beth exploits everyone
around her but esp. housemates who can't get away after 15 minutes or
at most an hour for Beth's power needs. Two kinds of power the power
to do something to create something and the power to dominate other
people, despite Beth's babychild act, Beth's real artform, what she
has dedicated her life too is creating incredible problems including
making the smooth running of a house impossible. Constantly throwing
a spanner in the works then laughing with delight at the problems she
has caused.
Breaks
everyone of the ten commandments every day Satan is only come to
kill, and steal and destroy.
Bearing
false witness, misusing medication monitoring to tell lies about me
to use RCs as an audience to repeatedly win symbolic victories over
her siblings and parents - like being in hell a hamster cage going
around endlessly in circles beth is not the only one who has suffered
severely in life though her only dedication in life is repeat
dysfunctional family issues forever exploiting and destroying her
housemates and sometimes RCs beth has declared war on the world
despite her very skilled helpless act. Instead of moving beyond and
trying to find something worthwhile to do with her life she piddle
with art and other activities but is voracious in Troublemaking. RCs
find her too skilled at diversionary and other tactics and so let her
do what she wants even to risking her own life, her housemates lives
and the lives of neighbors and independent living which most people
call halfway houses because Melissa Jacob Clayton does not do her
job.
Needs
a whole team working with dedication to stop strong-willed trouble
makers like beth and gerda, what is all the training of RCs for if
they only say "That's just Gerda being Gerda." or that I
have to be independent and confront Beth hourly BY MYSELF WITH NO
SUPPORT FOR HER CONSTANT SKILLED HARRASSMENT OF HOUSEMATES AND
DESTOYING SMOOTH RUNNING OF HOUSE BY HER THEIVING OF HOUSEHOLD
SUPPLIES AND OTHER EXTENSIVE GAMES.
nEED
TO KEEP A LOG AND rcS HOULD BE DOING THIS NOT ME ALONE OF bETH'S
LEAVING STOVE OVEN ON AND abusive "Mother-in-Law" behoviour
and other very destructive abuse and thefts and bearing false
withness lies complicated lies about housemates like the office
trouble maker if you want an example.
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won't
allow anymore of my time and life and talents and hard work to be
wasted by someone who thinks it's cute to steal and lie and bear
false witness, break all of the 10 commandments every day. I won't
keep silent any more about Beth's provacations and carelessness or
suicidal behavior in walking away from leaving the stove and oven on,
even leaving the house with oven on. If someone cannot be trusted
around a stove who has the judgement of a toddler it is not kind to
her or responsible to housemates and neighbors to keep silent.
The
more I or Dr. Parveen or Rcs ask beth to stop a destructive behavior
the more she will do it - disgusting to see on the face of a 55 year
old woman the smirks of a toddler who thinks it is being
mischieviously naughty - the practical judgement of a toddler given
free access to stove burners after repeatedly leaving them on and
walking away.
not
supposed to be a supervisor ordering people around but taking a real
interest in my career not just your own.
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how
does it help beth or gerda to let them abuse housemates does it make
them happier or more functional cheating them as well by not paying
attention and doing job paid to do.
now
is time to be buying oil for lamps this oil you can't steal read the
parable redeeming the time for the days are evil work while it is
light because the night cometh when no one can work.
trash
and throw away everything God gives you, or people sacrifice to give
you you know the worth, the value of nothing like a child hitting a
doll on the counter other people are not real to beth the strange
writing butting her relates everything to herself like an infant
other people don't exist except insofar as beth can thinkof someway
to exploit them however much pain she causes doesn't want the things
she steals but only to cause pain difficulties to others power motive
throws away things she steals
Jan
11 Beth came home after grocery shopping with Christina, Beth opened
a can of green beans and a can of corn, put them in a pot and walked
out of kitchen, when I went out for a cigarette I called to her, told
her she had left the kitchen with the food heating on 4, asked where
she was, called to her up the stairs, no answer, I turned off the
burner Beth left on and went out for cigarette, she came down a few
minutes after I came in from having cigarette, told Beth she had left
burner on and shouldn't leave kitchen with something cooking, she
didn't answer.
Bonnie
witnessed when first moved in Beth came back from bus stop after she
had left oven on low to defrost foil wrapped chicken, I had turned
off oven because I was leaving house with Bonnie and knew beth had
gone to bus stop but she left before I noticed oven was on. Bonnie
was flabbergasted then and weeks later when she remember it but told
Bonnie that Gerda had constant mishaps with stove and RCs said time
after time that it was only an accident, one time occurrence that
could happen to anyone. Ask fire dept if independent living homes
have higher rate of fires - if can't be trusted around the stove/oven
should not be in independent living beth and gerda risking their own
lives, lives of housemates and neighbors. Ask NAMI their opinion and
if they have knowledge of this negligance in other indepent living
situations as well. need kitchen safety material videos, going
outside on one floor only once a month testing fire alarm is not
enough. Why don't RCs take note of how many times one client is seen,
rescued from leaving oven/stove burners on after have left kitchen.
BV's
attempts to making me feel unwelcome in my own home to the point of
locking me out when go out for a cigarette. she knows I ALWAYS use
the middle steel bar AND the steel pipe at the bottom of the sliding
doors when I come in from smoking and had been talking to her a few
minutes before she started barring the door so that I could not come
back in my own house.
I
have to bend down to place the steel pipe at the bottom of sliding
doors and to get my food on the bottom shelf of refrigerator, and to
sweep kitchen floor other than that I do not know what she means that
I am always "Butting" people, as she wrote that I was
always bending down showing my butt to people?
henpecking
in kitchen about minor things
misusing
medication meetings to try to pick fights about ridiculous things
saying I called her a window washer which BV said is well know code
word for prostitute, therefore, I called her a prostitute. I did not
even call her a window washer, she said she had gone to Wendy's she
inititated conversation I misheard and said "Oh, you washed the
windows." thinking she would want to show me some extra chores
she had done which I take the time to look at when she tells me what
she has done and admire. BV really stretches to provoke fights over
nothing which she is skilled at after 27 years of very dysfunctional
relationship with her boyfriend Dennis. I do not want to be a second
Dennis in her life to waste time on silly arguements then making up
do not want to waste time on these useless dramas. Dennis should be
enough of a drama making opportunity for BV.
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