Wednesday, January 10, 2018

BV MJC

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beth said i threw down laundry she folded and nicole said don't touch linda's things


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beth calling police about her visions hallucinations i am left to deal with police surrounding the group of townhouses with ichy fingers above guns police coming at me whencame inside afraid melissa would wake up and come down with the commotion they took beth's call of man with gun very seriously i was in kitchen made oatmeal, ate oatmeal made cigarette heard nothing beth keeps blinds closed so no one can look in beth's window faces back so unless she went into melissa willards room was impossible for beth to see front of house which is where she told police she saw man with gun.

felt delirious for days after beths time of calling the police dr parveen so happy i was doing well did not want to disillusion her but asked nicole and nh said she had told dr p that and i told nh that i had been lying on couch going over and over police coming at me beth did not tell me she had called police thinking of how i should have handled it or just going over and over the police were so nice to beth she decided to call them again at 10 pm that night with another story they sent very young police who did not come in this time but exchanged glances and beth caught this and next day imitated it and caught on that the police were not happy for an excuse to see and talk to her so she stopped calling them also it finally got through that she was not allowed to call police.

a child a girl abandoned in car crying one of her dreams sad but stopped her from calling the police about a bad dream that time.

should not have to be beth's housemonther if she is not capable of living independently

why are there hands tied???

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beth pushing things in my face risk to my eyes utter disinterest of rcs at mj request
toddler or mother-in-law
team in name only mike this is several times now you have mentioned this and i don't care focus can make alot of money here who does care about the risk to me, other clients and neighbors??? not my job what are they getting paid for what does team mean???? launching pad for other career need to give at least minimum standards to those who have so little. justify not caring by low pay and overwork.

but megan, dr parveen and paula try to  go the extra mile professional standards and caring.
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Waterside cluster only allowed beth to abuse and provoke their clients and rcs for 3 or 4 weeks, mj obviously tried to dump beth on them, nikki said several times that beth would not be returning and that she, nikki would be gathering together the rest of beth's belongings, one day beth returned asked me for a hug before she stepped up into the door way with the waterside rc watching, the rc looked ready to chew wood and spit out nails, she was furious and disgusted.  no one told me beth was returning and so i thought and hoped that the waterside cluster rc was waiting for beth to pack the rest of her belongings, beth looked through something in her suitcase the rc stood out in the cold for about 4 minutes, beth asked her when she came in the house if she wanted to come in, the rc said no, after i saw the rc through the kitchen window standing outside in the cold i opened the door and asked her if she wanted to come inside, the waterside rc took a few seconds to compose herself and said no thank you, beth was looking through the roller suitcase she brought back, said something to the rc who then left.

the supervisor for the waterside cluster would not allow beth to continue to abuse and play games with clients destroying their chance at recovery so why does bf and mj allow clients like beth and gerda to do any abusive thing they can think of to other clients for year after year??? 

no statute of limitation on the pattern of dereliction of duty and unethical practices by mj and bf.

how much have they cost clients who had hopes moving in of recovery like shannon and myself and peggy and alicia, how much have they cost slh and mental health movement by allowing clients playing dysfunctional games with no check by rcs to permanently damage other clients unfortunate enough to live with them and having a supervisor who refuses to do important aspects of her job.

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is kari jones still available for the mh investigators to talk to about why kari told me in the first few weeks of my residence TO FIGHT GERDA FOR THE BATHROOM why should a client have to fight another client for use of the only bathroom with a shower for client who did not have the master bedroom?  other questions should be asked of kari.

kari was my first rc had been with peppertree for a while and after 2 months or less of being my rc transferred to another section of slh she was there for several years would occasionally see kari in the lobby or parking lot of southport then kari became an on call temp for slh is she still semi employed with slh in that capacity is she available to testify of how mj mismanages peppertree cluster which is now called bel pre.



things jarrell and caryn zaner said before they left.




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some rcs seem to regain their moral compass just before they leave EXIT INTERVIEWS ARE A MUST  need investigation by someone whose salary or future earnings as mental health professionals due to needing good referance are not dependent on going along with the immoral things bf and mj ask them to do some are dependent are getting along with mj and bf despite the moral price because they have to work with them or their department is dependent on things bf and mj can or won't do  need someone with integrity and competence and minimal caring and professional pride not bernadette healy types.


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what is the statue of limitations for illegal, unethical or immoral behavior of someone like mjc and bf in such responsible possitions that affect hundreds of lives.  doing alot of dmange irreprable damage to human beings.

mw really responded when i would mention the weird favoritism she was esp upset that beth could go off for days or weeks to stay with her boyfriend of 27 years dennis, leave without taking her meds with her saying again and again if you or i did that we would be in trouble.  only once was beth told that if she spent so much time staying overnight for days or weeks at her boyfriends house that her room might be given to someone else.

memories of gerda with a big bowl of cut up corn on the cob dripping dripping with melted butter slouched over it during house meeting and nothing said.

my one little neat bowl small bowl of cereal in third meeting with at and the fuss she made.



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like a dysfunctional family to keep on going have to zone out things you should be paying attention to like gerda ironing on the bed and melissa willard expressing fear to me and rcs about beth's now you see it now you don't incidents with butcher knives.  Nikki Lak found a butcher knife in beth's bedroom when nikki and christina taylor searched it for my missing art supplies and nikki came down the stairs and walked through the hall kitchen gingerly carrying one butcher knife, melissa willard asked me what happened to the butcher knife after that and all I could say was that I saw nikki carrying it in the hall and presumably it was removed from premises.  Sometimes Melissa Willard has asked that knives be locked up in med cabinet other times she wants to use the butcher knives that beth told nicole she, beth had wrapped in wax paper and hidden because they were weapons, melissa began using them to cut up the cabbage she usually makes dinner dishes from but then the 3 or 4 butcher knives disappeared again.  nicole was totally unaware that beth had taken and hidden the butcher knives months or years ago and asked beth to return them so they could be locked in the medicine cabinet, eventually beth returned them for a short time before they disappeared again and melissa willard asked several times where they had gone and expressed to me her fear of beth having butcher knives in her room.

the hidden butcher knives came to light when beth said that her boyfriend dennis bought a sword in giant foods, then explained she called butcher knives swords and said that dennis had "playfully" pressed the knive into beth throat when they were in line waiting to purchase the butcher knife.  melissa willard said she didn't think it could possible be true since other people in giant would have noticed and done something and I said people esp teenagers often joke around like that and it probably was a brief event but beth was rightly upset by it and near outraged tears that dennis would do that - this event was mentioned in more than one medication and house meeting- mw mentioned this several times and beth cut off relations with dennis for several months despite his incessant calls and letters and finally started seeing him again though she unrealistically asked nicole again and again to chaperone beth when she went to dennis house and nicole said the rcs have no jurisdiction in dennis house and would not be able to protect beth if she decided to go to dennis' home and beth said she thought that the rcs were not doing their job in being unable to protect her from dennis even though she decided to visit him at his apartment not house.



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notice on the door to beth's bathroom in basement with notice please don't forget to shut off shower, bonnie saw and said who would forget to turn off shower, soaked large rug when first moved in thrown away for inspection, flowing water ruined some of my drawing proped against wall in finished part of basement, small hallway was inundated with water.  Gus and his boss were laughing at one spectacular time before i moved in when beth left water in her shower running.  Feb 3, 2013 heard water inbetween drip and flow splattering in bathroom, the shower stall was clogged and it was possible to turn the water off all the way, the water at the bottom of stall was close to overflow level, i called gus and he came next day and removed the hairs that were causing shower stall not to drain - i have never seen or heard of beth calling maintenance for anything, it is left to me.


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Did other slh residential clusters get rid of the 15 minutes rule that in order to give full  value the rcs needed to stay at least 15 minutes for med monitoring instead of hurrying clients downstairs pressuring them to quickly swallow pills then run out or was this just Melissa Jacob Clayton's then-Peppertree Cluster why did she make this decision gerda said that mj used to be an rc so mj had to know the need seems she just didn't and doesn't care about the most basic needs of clients and the few months that mj initiated this how many emergencies among consumers were there was it legal and did mj have to be strong-armed to reinstate this requirement which i would bet is a Value Option state and federal government requirement.  why is mj allowed to rule by her whim and not patient safety or well-being?

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stealing my art supplies and other things needed to work including have a well-run kitchen and household why is this stealing permitted at most for a while the large things of papertowels bought for the kitchen were locked up in the medicine cabinet and doled out to avoid beth stealing things bought with joint household money for cleaning house also beth throwing away not only her own perfectly good towels but the kitchen cloth dishtowels and oven mitt and my personal kitchen dish towels are their hands really tied as nicole and other rcs have told me how do other clusters at slh and other residences handle problems like this????
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mjc mr magoo crashes behind the nearsighted mr magoo of cars at the beginning due to mr magoos near blindness and he goes blithely on unaware of the tragedies he leaves in his wake.  a cartoon.


need phone # and address of Value Options
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VALUE OPTIONS if St. Lukes refuses to handle grievances at on and the pivital ms willcox refuses to return calls slh is in violation of its contract with several government agencies.

i want to do a victims impact statement to read at beginning of this provider meeting the only provider meeting i have called though i am used to keeping things bottled in side and have trouble talking about emotional things.  ruined 3 years of my life because of refusal to handle grievances situations fester until gerda is spraying lysol in housemates food and spitting on housemate's toiletries and possibly food and bragging about it in housemeetings and even then mj said to at that she would investigate if it really happened gerda confessed in housemeeting with two witnesses one of them an rc called Blessing Atem who was fired within a few weeks of witnessing this confession by gerda.  unlike jackie - 15 minute rule apparently as rc mj did notl like spending 15 minutes with clients so i believe illegally abolished this rule when i cam rcs were running in shoving pills down clients throat and running away until there were at least two bad emergencies possibly suicide attempts that could have been forestalled if mj had not illegally told rcs to run in and out.  was Jackie objecting to this the reason she was fired, jackie was two months before graduating as a therapist and was given two weeks noticed and was very sad and upset by this strangely timed firing  jackie had spend a great deal of time scrubbing houses esp mens houses when they wouldn't do it for inspection just a month or so before so i thought it very ungrateful of mj to fire jackie at such a time jackie called to say she could not make one medication meeting and at that time there were several other rcs who forgot to come to give me my medication and were not fired.  mj when i called after doing without medication said that the rcs were not used to my being there and so forgot.  don't believe there were emergency meds on bulletin board at that time if at had not continually harrassed me about the one clonazapam i took a day when nervous about provider meeting would not have thought of it.


united states of amnesia is my impression of susan willcox call on Feb 4, 2013 after being pressured by my now rc, Christina Taylor.  very negative patterns of behavior on the part of people being paid to look after the mentally ill go uninvestigated with this amnesia attitude.

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monica goodling stealing the chance to vote from black soldiers serving overseas by illegal caging.  hatch act ada do any of these things mean anything lorn doone cookies

human life is cheap in the west.  Bonnie said but we are talking about human life.



On one level you can read the story of Jesus as a story of a human life because it is a story of a human life.  Everyone goes through their Gethsemenes making a decision that will cost them a lot of pain but not making the right choice will cost you even more pain.  Does mj and bf have a conscience even if Baby Jane Gerda and beth suppress it you can see them fighting against traces of the conscience they haven't yet completely overridden.


MJ cost me 3 years of my life no more, investigate her multiple acts of law breaking, criminal negligence, unethical practices.  Do SLH lawyers paid for by the state and federal governments and private funders really want to defend bf and mj constantly jeopardizing the physical safety of residence and their neighbors and the psychological welfare of clients having to do with their ability to function and maybe obtain and hold a job or build a business.



saw Alicia in grocery store she has a job coarch remember when she volunteered to help
megan with the recovery group.  alicia was beaten down by beth and how many others.



chi talking of beth trying to take my room at dunsinane ct.why was it mentioned to beth and not me the even exchange $300 moving expenses then the second time running for my life and still have file cabinet with information on equestrian markets activities competions esp on the East Coast and
nd my book art books novels so many things lost because of mj and bf's refusal to do the most important aspects of their jobs.

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judy woodruff mj is a little miss runamuk herself has a lot in common with gerda and beth in make a huge hopeless confusing mess about something that should be so simple ie clonazapam and look on dr brown's face couldn't believe the harrassment my therapist vicky finally getting fed up with defending rcs for being overcareful due to lack of nursing training THEY KNOW WHAT PRN IS the harrassment of me using the clonazapam as an excuse was overly apparent even then and 3 years later mj through her band of yes women is still harrassing dr. parveen and myself over the clonazapam.  mj has been living with her robotic yes women so long she doesn't know how very off base her weird weird decisions are, dr. brown and vickie worked with Montgomery Station and there was no issue with prn and clonazapam there.  objective third party to make a thorough investigation of barrie and mj's off the wall decisions and proclamations.

dishes fiat handed down from mt olympus broken dishes from being for months in nicole's care no consultation or follow up or soliciting client's opinions ideas on how to hand the dirty dishes problem just one day rcs conficating all the dishes and glassware giving everyone one color coded plate, one bowl, one glass, one cup could not find color handled silver ware some may have had merits as beginning of idea to solve problem but sudden mj fiat decision and sudden fiat recinding of decision to allow clients one of each dist only.  many dishes broken in box from being for weeks in nicole's car i was too tired to go through picking out glass so left note for beth and melissa willard to take care broken glass in cardboard box nicole delivered, later melissa and i cautiously cleaned out and threw away badly broken glassware.

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100% of the time the aggression came from gerda and beth i just wanted to do my work why were not the basic conditions given to me why was this harrassment and abuse some quite ovious permitted month anfer month year after year?
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write letter suggest article to mcclatchy knight-ridder and local newspapers gazette wash post article on melissa jacob clayton ordering her rcs to starve beth by confiscating her food stamp card, will anyone care with all the terrible things going on, a situation made to order for someone as corrupt as mj, but still might there be some outrage among the general public at a residence supervisor stealing a card not issued to her or slh but to client and client having nothing to eat for a week then card given back for a week and then confiscated again because beth was playing her usual silly maddening games but does beth's provocations in not being here when rc came to take her grocery shopping suddenly make the theft of her card and mjc's and the rcs utter uncaring that someone of beths ages especially is truly going hungry for a week at a time every other weeks for about an eight week period and the weight on her housemates who did give her food and asked the rcs again and again to give beth her food card with money on it or to get her manna food the rcs last springtime refused repeated and coldly gave mj's ordered speech that if we gave beth food it was our businesss and that we were not required to do so - what an outrageous non-human response for an rc supposed to be helping clients.  what selling out selling your soul do you need to make a cold comment about a client starving for a week at a time, sometimes the rcs recover their moral compass about the time they leave slh and if a computer exit interview/questionnaire were instituted it would leave no doubt that mj is in violation of the law and basic human decency making these orders from up on her throne.

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at least i'm still standing gerda said

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"team" members too bored to listen so it goes on and on and know rcs for 2 years without their having the slightest curiousity about my suffering from housemates which was definitely their job to prevent. or the needs for my artwork which would have been easy for them to procure or interest in my artwork and the themes, ideas etc that I was trying to work with.

i know mike doesn't give a damn about the conditions of my life before he sid it non one on the team does but paula and dr parveen and they are outnumbered and outmanuevered
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melissa would call beth the bethmonster at the beginning of med meetings as a joke, beth is a monster by any definition of the word.  anyone who treats other people as being subhuman entitities sent to earth to serve her exclusively and hers to torment constant is a monster the motherinlaw from hell the toddler from hell are her most famous roles  but you can turn off the tv so you don't have to see much less experience bette davis in what ever happened to baby jane.

the neverending horror of gerda and beth.  treat me like a doll that you can keep smashing its head against the counter then throw it over their shoulder when it is broken.

beth and waterside rc who was furious and could barely contain her anger.  beth is an ace at provoking people and is proud of it she and dennis have ruined each other honing their skills at destroying people and making them unfit to work or enjoy or do anything whatever and there have been no restraints are attempts to restrain this monster.
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actions not words matter apologies and excuses that go on and on are useless.
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clients are just getting in the way of what they want to really do use the pitifully small amount for services as a launching pad for their real career and since clients take up their time clients are the enemy treated like trash - clients careers dreams just as important shirk the basics with mjs help what was the reason for mj abolishing the 15 minutes that rc was supposed to spend with each medication meeting is the emergency meds on bulletin board legal  amanda's mocking of my need for clonazapam when under great stress waiting for provider meeting which i did not call strange things to run up did not tell me when had been postponed no call back from susan wilcox whose job it is to help clients word grievances.  how many others has ms. wilcox done this to and how many would testify if dmh took time to find them slh in violation of the law for blockading grievance complaints need an ombudsman to see if susan wilcox, barrie and mj are doing their job here as well.
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15 minutes jackie upset about emergency why did mj get rid of the 15 minute rule after several emergencies had to reinstitute it really shocking that mj when she took the reins made one of her arbitrary decisions for rcs to run in shove a pill down clients throat and run away, used to sit their bemused wondering who was that masked man woman as they spent 2.5 seconds in the house before running away, all of the rcs

gerda told me that mj used to be rc, when mj was forced to have rcs stay in residence houses for more than 20 seconds and had to REINSTITUTE the 15 minute rule she had gotten rid of gerda said that when they had the 15 minute rule before melissa jacob arrogantly got rid of it at the risk to clients that there was one rc who would spend 15 minutes with her, 15 minutes with peggy, and 15 minutes with other housemate and was fired for spending so much time doing medication monitoring.

mj and bf and rcs always MISS THE MAIN POINT. 

Amanda told me when I asked what a provider meeting was said that it was a meeting to tell the client what an rc CANNOT DO.


very little is allowed by mj, what list of things did she tell Nicole that Nicole my new rc was not allowed to do.

the 17 visits charged for are supposed to be more meaningful than discussing recipes and the weather and i have been put off again and again when trying to tell rcs about dangerous situations with leaving the stove oven on, the hot grill at the bottom of dishwasher abuse and creative ways of blockading the use of the bathroom and kitchen\

THAT'S JUST GERDA BEING GERDA told to me hundreds of times by most of the rcs the most inane excuse anyone has ever come up with for doing nothing about a situation destroying clients by a bullying client and a deriliction of duty by the rcs even if they were under strict orders by mj to do nothing at all to help clients even when one client was screaming down the neighborhood and refusing to come down for medication.
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beth lining up 4 straightback chairs behind my computer so her ghost could watch me work even when bv wasn't also watching sitting in easy chair.  Nicole saw the chair when I went with her to check the lint filter and though I hadn't mentioned it to her, Nicole said right away, "It looks like you have an audience."

cuttlery, small trash bags and other inappropriate things dropped on the staircases and just left there, until I pick them up or move them with my foot to the corner of the staircase landings.
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mike could expect more help and interest from a stranger I stop in the street than from RCs and other member of the "team"  A team in name only

mw metioning that she had seen gerda at bus stop recently gerda said something nasty that upset mw and i said try living with gerda and that abuse for 2 years.
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but what about laura duvaall  maybe they will pin a medal on mj for trying to get rid of old clients however much death and suffering it causes

mw afraid of losing therapist and parents support if she does anything for herself her own emotional needs.

the loneliest, coldest times waiting for buses not just one and long walks alone in the dark crying afraid if snow the buses and subway won't run and will be stranded in the coldest places never thought i would warm up chilled to the bone for weeks and then to go back out into the cold.
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provider meting no follow up whatever.

is beth getting help for her nosebleeds - she wrote me a note accusing me of putting blood all over the house and of constantly bending over ...




mj excells at song and dance beth did not want food after confiscating beth's food card leaving her only flour and water, paste to eat


not enough pots majnd pans beth keeps giving our household items to her oyfriend dennis or throwing them away

Tried to file grievances in house Susan Wilcox would never call back she was also supposed to be the contact person for receiving CoMAR notes which the first Grievance Policy said was the right of clients to receive and which I never received despite repeated requests to RCs who then directed me to Ms. Wilcox who never once called back.


mike and margaret said that they do not work with hui is there something wrong with  hui  after more than a year's wait have been working with mike for only three weeks

railroaded need enough space to work, gerda stating she spat on my things when amanda finally took my computer downstairs before i had to flee with gerda started admitting she sprayed lysol in my food mj let her get to this point and gs is the one who should have been forced to leave but my psychiatrist was so worried for me feel like caryn zaner told her more about what gerda was planning, after i had been in new townhouse a block away for a few weeks the maintenance man told me that gerda really hated me, i had never done or said anything to gerda to earn the abuse she heaped on me other housemate and previous housemates why does mj let one client abuse and threaten another for years with out intervening hides behind rcs need exit interviews.  criminal negligence nami and other consumer protection organizations need to know about mj's deliberate incompetence and lack of concern for the lives of the people she is supposed to be protecting.


Help with artwork and obtaining insurance money the clout behind an organization like SLH with Gvt contacts and esp since DORS cannot offer anything


Gerda's two years of fun with job coaches and 2 short failed attempts at working, uniforms fitted and returned for food service week after week while I just finally received a job coach three weeks ago

All the services DORS DOESN'T offer for two hours esp need the insurance money and help obtaining it.

portfolios esp show portfolio and file folder riser to protect decades of work, work I have done in CG on computer, classes taken, catch-22 earning before one penny from dors even glasses and hearing aids much less  must have changed recently because Mike pool was with paintbranch cluster for a while and seemed to be acquainted with Margaret and he said that he had written business plans before but was non-plussed by the requirements of the stapled pages given to him by margaret, said something like he had experience in writting different kinds of business plans but held out the pages with picture on cover and was obviously having a Catch-22 feeling even about what is needed just to approach the committee in VR DoRS for minimum help with starting own business, no statistics on success at VR??

Mike had requested that I bring item number and price of 40" leather presentation portfolio and asked if I would need a wardrobe and in regard to the info on portfolio said should go in with as much ammunition as possible but after 2 hours of telling me all that DORS doesn't do was basically either given the bum's rush by margaret who told me mike would "not be allowed to go into business with me." but was saying more than that statement on what mike could not do.

WPA murals, photo editorials of Obama 5 years ago with cigarette holder clenched in teeth like FDR and many statements about a new version of WPA but margaret said she wasn't aware of anything like that and her statements basically said DORS is only for show and can offer nothing.

Someone wrote 5 years ago online that America has had only the facade of social services for decades and it has gotten much worse in that time.

ADA


tO TALK ABOUT more than recipes and fingernail polish

stormtroopers
attitute to clients that mj inculcates

how this "independence" is playing out to mockery and doing absolutely nothing for clients including taking a bare interest in back to  work,

criminal negligence

danger 0f fire not only client carelessness but utter lack of concern from rcs and esp rc supervisor



being very good at vicious down and dirty office politics is not the same as being good at your job or good for clients or even adequate in protecting clients and neighbors in "halfway houses"


interference in the work of licensed professionals trying to get Dr. Parveen to change my dx to something minor like personality disorder instead of what Dr. P, previous psychiatrists, Dr. Moricle and Dr. Claytor and State Psychiatrist Dr. Mikhail Taller have written, trying to trick me into seeing a psychiatrist other than my treating psychiatrist at SLH Dr. Parveen, who has been a tremendous help to me and has a strong sense of professional ethics and personal morality in the way she treats patients by telling my then RC Amanda Tillman to tell me that since I had agreed to see my therapist Paula Weiss at the Silver Spring office that I could no longer see Dr. Parveen who only works out of the Bethesda office after Dr. Parveen refused to change my dx at Melissa Jacob Clayton's badgering and lying to Dr. Parveen that I could not have an Axis I and Axis II dx though after I showed Dr. P the documents by the State pyschiatrist and other giving me both Axis I and II dx - Dr. P stated to me that she knew I was Schizotypal but Melissa told her that Dr. P could not give me a second Axis I dx, Dr. Parveen is very, very busy with an incredible caseload and rules are changing all the time.  MJ through Amanda Tillman told me that I must see Dr. Kahn who works out of the same office as my therapist and my therapist told me that MJ's lie about being required to see both my psychiatrist and therapist at the same office was "baloney" and Dr. P said "I haven't lost a patient yet." when I told them about the very inappropriate pressure being placed on me to see another psychiatrist simply because he worked in one and not the other of the two office sites of St. Luke's House after the inappropriate pressure on Dr. P to change my dx.

Dr. Parveen said she did not have access to my previous records from Family Services, treating psychiatrists, Dr. Brown, Dr. claytor and Dr. Moricle and several others over the years at FSA nor the State Psychiatrist Dr. Taller, I had the records because I insisted upon seeing and xeroxing my file while at FSA, why doesn't the software program at SLH called Anastasia - strange name- of a client's records have clients' previous documentation from treating psychiatrists and therapists, Amanda Tillman told me when I questioned her about this that neither the software with clients' file nor the paper file have a client's previous records for current treating psychiatrist to refer to which would have been a help in ascertaining client Gerda Sejour's previous violence and possible prison time which she wrote about in her short novel "SISTER" and spoke to me about on numerous occassions in incoherent fashion though except on this subject Gerda Sejour was very articulate and a good writer.

Confiscating Beth Vonieff's Food Stamp Card and letting her eat only flour and water - paste for a week at a time for at least 3 weeks not consecutively but close to it, Dr. Parveen is aware of this and was angry about the abuse of a client which I believe is also illegal because the food stamp card was issued to Beth Vonieff and not SLH or Melissa Jacab Clayton.


Need a thorough investigation by DMH of MJC's endangering clients and neighbors by her negligence and extremely strange decisions.

Exit interviews need and I believe that former RC Caryn Zaner informed Dr. Parveen of the danger that I was in from housemate Gerda Sejour after Gerda admitted in House meeting in front of another RC called Blessing Atem(?) that Gerda sprayed Lysol on my rice after threatening me that one of her voices called Aphrodite had said that she was going to kill me and take me to Elesium, I told Gerda that when it was my time Jesus would decide and I was going to Heaven with Jesus and Gerda said that Aphrodite was very powerful and I said that Jesus was all powerful.

After I told AT of this threat within an hour she told Gerda's RC Nicole Hester, Nicole was obviously asking GS why she had threatened me and Gerda told Nicole on the phone that she didnot threaten me but Aphrodite would not leave her alone until Gerda came in my room and told me of the threat.  After the phone call with Nicole GS asked me if I didnot want her to warn me of Aphrodite's threats and I told her not to get used to doing what her voices told her to do.

Amanda came back and said she must have misunderstood and thought that I felt threatened by Gerda's statements and I told Amanda that I did feel threatened but told Amanda an hour earlier only what Gerda had said and did not use the word threat because I wanted Amanda's opinion based simply on what Gerda had said to me when she knocked on my door at 6 am.

Amanda said at this time that Melissa Jacob said that if I felt threatened by Gerda that I could go to Fenton House, which is for people in crises and I said "Gerda comes into my room threatens me AND I AM THE ONE SUPPOSED TO GO TO FENTON HOUSE, Gerda admitted on the phone to Nicole an hour earlier what she had said to me."  Amanda said no one doubted that Gerda had said that to me, Amanda again emailed Melissa Jacob who again texted that I could go to Fenton House and Amanda shrugged helplessly.  when I had first told Amanda what Gerda had said Amanda said to me "You don't have to be threatened in your own home."



Beth's hiding butcher knives, Nikki Lak, RC, found one in her room and held it gingerly as she went downstairs and presumable removed it from premises 2 or 3 other butcher knives that Beth wrapped in waxed paper still missing, no one concerned.








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