Eric - letter to Congressman Murphy

Eric was fired after I wrote Congressman Murphy who is also head of Boston Advocacy for the Mentally Ill started by the late Senator Kennedy, Eric had been complained about by clients for 5 years because of similar treatment to them.

What can I do about Eric Gordon standing at the end of the hallway near the receptionist desk staring at me in an intimidating way (he rarely holds still, ever) when I visit my psychiatrist/therapist? Mr. Eric Gordon has been doing this since I went to discuss problems in his class with him on November 2013 with my job coach at the insistence of my then RC Christina Taylor.

Thank you, Ms. Wilcox, for responding to my phone call about my concerns for privacy and safety in regard to my complaint about Eric Gordon.

I do not think, though, that it is a matter of my venting but of providing protection and safety for all of SLH/Cornerstone clients and staff. Mr. Gordon has been acting erratic and abusive towards clients and has showed a huge amount of rage for at least 5 years. Even though years go by, he gets worse each time I see him and his rage and threat to clients and staff will continue and get worse as he keeps testing the boundries without any consequences to him. He needs intensive, intensive therapy to come back to reality and/or Mr. Gordon needs to be banned from all Cornerstone properties for client safety.

Exit interviews, at least questionnaires on a computer program are need for staff who are leaving to identify if there are staff members abusing other staff and/or clients.

Like a child, Eric Gordon needs for SLH/Cornerstone staff to act as one and not be enabling or continue to allow Mr. Gordon to play one administrative or therpeutic person against another, back up and protect Dr. Parveen who only asked him to do his job and serve all clients with an interest/background in art including providing supplies that the County Council, SLH and the recent Grant provided him. I believe, Cornerstone is losing many good employees, in part because of Mr. Gordon's behavior to consumers and staff esp. those replacing him in some of his duties and/or who object to Mr. Gordon's treatment of clients that has been ignored for years and continues to worsen.

The Grievance Policy rightly provides protection for clients filing a formal complaint of having a meeting with Program Manager/s within 5 working days of receipt of complaint. AND FURTHER A LETTER WITHIN ANOTHER 5 DAYS STATING WHAT ACTION WILL BE TAKEN ON COMPLAINT.

I would prefer another Program Manager with or instead of Ms. Barry Friedman at the meeting which is promised me in the Grievance Policy.

I am requesting that this Grievance meeting with a Program Manager take place quickly rather than as you requested that at the receipt of my formal letter of complaint that you file it, consider it venting and officially on the record. For my protection, I need the stated promises of the Grievance Policy to be observed.

Arlene, Bel Pre cluster supervisor, should be emailing my written complaint on Tuesday, September 2, 2014.

This is a matter of human life and cannot be put off or ignored any longer. Cornerstone Administration should not be acting like an abused family pretending abuse is not going on and need to act as one to protect the lives entrusted to their care.

That government Grant and other funding was given with the understanding that it would help every Cornerstone client who qualified, it is not Mr. Gordon's personal property to dole out art supplies, use of camera, his knowlege from his Masters in Art and help with applying for gallery art shows, computer laptop, etc. to his favorite clients or hoard and his abuse and intimidation of clients in his classes based solely on his whim or on his anger at not being the only one in his art classes who have training in art. There have been others who have experience in art who have been driven out of Mr. Gordon's art classes by abusive behavior. It seemed from the beginning when he was so abusive at my first visit to Radner class where everyone is supposed to be welcome that there were no limits to the way he would treat clients to get them to leave his classes and which are hard to talk about.

Mr. Gordon was okay to me in the year I went to his cooking classes but his sarcastic, quick, uncalled for remarks to other clients in cooking classes made me feel sick and anxious and afraid to ask to join his art classes despite intense pressure from then RCs. When I did it was worse than I possibly could have imagined. Mr. Gordon would go back and forth between a charming, fun sense of humor to a sarcastic mean one in the blink of an eye which was very disconcerting.

No client should have to go through this and it is past time of remaining silent. I kept thinking he was having a bad week, a bad month, a bad year. Mr. Gordon keeps getting more outrageous in his actions towards clients. He needs intensive therapy -- more than once a week at a facility other than Cornerstone--- to find out who he is angry at and find ways of dealing with this long-standing rage other than abusing clients he projects onto-- I can forgive but I feel that it does not do him any good to ignore his now very out-in-the-open rage and threats to clients who want to attend Southport LifeSkills even to visit their therapist or psychiatrist by his staring and his willingness to go to any lengths to get revenge for something he is enraged at someone in his past for.

I am grateful to SLH/Cornerstone and staff for helping me with food and shelter for these years and count myself lucky in this help and thank God for it, but I should also have had a chance to participate in LifeSkills events esp. the art classes without abuse and to see my psychiatrist without sitting in the waiting room with Mr. Gordon rooted to the spot at the end of the hallway with his intimidating staring for the past year when I visit Dr. Parveen every few months needs to be addressed in this meeting esp. since my therapist, Paula Weiss, now has her office exclusively at Southport, (which Mr. Gordon seems to believe is his own personal property) at the time she asked me to see her at Silver Spring office about 2 1/2 years ago, partly because most clients wanted to see her at Southport due to the classes they could attend on the same day, Paula said, "if you are going to be making a complaint about Dwayne and Eric you don't want to see them all the time." I did not make a formal complaint at that time though I should have.

Medicaid/Medicare and insurance companies, Senate Appropriations for Mental Health care, fundraisers including former First Lady, Roslyn Carter and Tipper Gore who has a Consumer as her secretary, etc. who pay for Eric Gordon's salary and provide the supplies and space for Eric Gordon's art groups have been assured by contract that ALL clients including me should have access to LifeSkills and art classes without being humiliated with insults, berating, dirty tricks, mind games or staring.

I could have done much more with my artwork both creating/producing and selling if I had had minimal help and did not have to suffer the mind games and abuse of Mr. Eric Gordon instead of receiving the promised help and access to LifeSkills classes.

Cornerstone was right to relieve Mr. Gordon of his duties other than the art groups because he was under too much pressure from being asked to do too much, but I saw his incredible and increased rage when I met with him in his office on November 2013 and when I noticed in the SLH Calender that he was no longer teaching many of the classes, I decided not to make a formal complaint about Mr. Gordon strangling my leather coat in his clenched fist and coming within an inch of punching me in the face at the end of a meeting also attended by my job coach, Vanessa Martinez, in which I said very few words due to his visible anger, very apparent even before we went in his office.

Mr. Gordon said at that time that he had attended a rough meeting, kept running in and out of the room in this very short meeting with me and looked very ill and upset. This is no excuse though for shoving your fist in a client's face.

I was very,very sick for about 3 months afterwards remembering other violence I had suffered and decided not to make a formal complaint -- in part to have compassion on the pressure he had been under and give him time to pull himself together with what Cornerstone Adminstration had given him as a second chance with, the art classes Mr. Gordon had started with the proviso, I'm sure, that all clients in these classes be treated with dignity and fairness.

When I was so ill for these three months it was made worse by my therapist, Paula Weiss, who had shown the highest integrity and care for patients in her care, uncharacteristically got very angry when I told her about Eric shoving his fist in my face about 2 weeks after it happened, Paula would not let me talk about any of the other things Eric Gordon had done to me in the past or how traumatised I was feeling, which we previously had barely touched on, she kept saying firmly and angrily "My colleague, Eric...." to interrupt and used other distractions to prevent me speaking of it.

I did not think it was possible for Paula to show anger, when I told my then RC Christina Taylor as we were walking around the building to the dentist's office that Paula was angry with me, she stopped dead in her tracks, turned around and said, "Paula??? angry???"

When I was very sick at being very nearly hit in the face by a staff member who also strangled, scrunched up my somewhat heavy leather jacket including the sleeves--I would think of calling my therapist Paula since she has always been good about calling right back but her refusal to listen to a word said against Eric Gordon two weeks after it happened showed she had stopped being my therapist and started being a defender of Eric Gordon--I think her uncharacteristic anger was because she is something of friends with Eric who can be very charming and the anger was too because Paula must have heard previously from other therapists or clients about the very inappropriate things Eric was doing and she did not want to face "a side to Eric she had never seen." Therapists are human and their emotions can been hooked too despite training in transferance.

I was not gossiping about Eric Gordon but trying to understand what he had been doing and the recent violent event and what I should do about it but Paula who had always been totally professional refused to let me talk about it.

I think Paula realized she could not be my therapist in truth and defender of Eric Gordon which is why the next visit in February 2014 with my Job Coach, Vanessa Martinez, Paula asked me if I wanted to see another therapist who had joined SLH who used the arts in her therapy, I agreed and Paula said she would fill out the paperwork to transfer me to this other therapist but she never did.

Vanessa told me last week that she clearly remembers this conversation. I was later unsure about leaving Paula after so many years as my therapist but didn't mention it to anyone and the next visit just talked about forgiveness in general but thought for months that I needed to talk about what Eric Gordon had done to me and not just at the November 2013 meeting. I have only seen Paula about 4 times since November 2013 because of this rupture in our relationship.

In my last meeting with Paula, July 2014, she let me speak a little about Eric "a side to Eric she had never experienced." but was still obviously seeing herself as his defender with minimization of his outrageous behavior and I decided to ask Paula at our next meeting if the artist therapist she had mentioned was still at Cornerstone and to transfer me to her but after what Eric Gordon did to me on August 8, 2014 I have been too upset and it has been difficult to be essentially without a therapist since November 2013 to talk about this most important issue in my life.

By my not making a formal complaint about the November 2013 incident, I outline the result of the failure to request Administration hold Mr. Gordon accountible his intimidating behavior-- some of what Mr. Gordon did to me when I attended his class on August 8, 2014 for the first time in several years in the section called -- MIME MOCKERY OF THE DISFIGURED by Cornerstone staff member Eric Gordon.

I don't want to contact the health editors of the Washington Post and local newspapers, the Senate Appropriations chairman, the County Council, the Advocacy Group for consumers started by Sen. Kennedy or fundraisers but if Cornerstone is going to let this most recent outrage pass without action to protect me and other clients and staff, I am not willing to keep silent any longer.

Clients and staff should not be expected to deal with these problems with Mr. Gordon's actions alone any longer. It is long past time for Adminstration to get involved.

Eventually, and maybe sooner Eric Gordon is going to really hurt a client or staff and this situation which has gone on for years can not continue to be ignored. It is not fair to clients or other staff and is jeopardizing Cornerstone and other mental health facilities reputation and funding even apart from my complaint. If a mental health agency cannot deal with a staff member who has been abusing clients for so many years and is belligerent about being disciplined for abusing and intimidating clients, who can? If Cornerstone needs help, maybe the Abused Persons Agency at Crises Center or DMH Investigators can help in how to handle a staff member who becomes more intimidating as he is called on abuse of clients.

Dr. Parveen asked me to go up the ladder with my complaint, though she hasn't stated this, I feel she needs protection and help and the fullest support of all of Administration.

I think Mr. Gordon himself knows he needs help though he would fight against it. About 3 years ago, when I returned to his class and told him I had met with Dr. Parveen, he gave an engaging mild smile and said quietly, "When do I get to see a psychiatrist?"

Ms. Cho, Director, sent an open letter a few months ago stating that there were 3 Consumers on the Board of Directors. I called the receptionist at Southport who put me through to someone who said to ask my RC for their contact information. My RC, David, has not been able to find any information. I am requesting contact information for these 3 Consumers, I believe that the Board of Directors should be made aware of what is and has been going on with Mr. Gordon from me and the threat to clients, staff, Cornerstone funding and reputation by Mr. Gordon's actions.

Eric is not mature or responsible enough to hear people secrets, private information in staff meetings, he uses this information against them along with his training in sales how to immediately find people's weaknesses and exploit them, and a lifetime of manipulating people to bolster his very fragile and insatiable ego.

And for help in pressuring Mr. Gordon to get immediate psychiatric help from someone not remotely associated with him as a colleague, ie, outside of Cornerstone.

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Wine Surreptitiously Placed in Patients Food in at least One of Eric Gordon's Cooking Classes

This was about three years ago, I had hoped the young guy with the start up catering business might have made a formal complaint about Eric. I had shortly before had a Provider Meeting about Beth Vonieff, housemate who had been harrassing me and did not think it possible to make another formal complaint at that time.

This young guy, with dark hair, very tall, heavy-set, who was starting a catering business, he had given me his very nice business card in black and yellow with a close-up drawing of a chef with a silver tray and was probably in the Job Coach program -- he should be possible for a DMH Investigator to find, he seemed like he had the highest integrity-- and thanked Eric and SLH LifeSkills by donating food to the cooking class-- Eric mentioned it when we were eating a meal and then gave this young man a chance to talk to the group eating Eric Gordon's meal about how grateful he was to Eric for teaching him about cooking and grateful to St. Luke's for the LifeSkills program..

A few weeks later this same young guy was outraged when Eric wanted to put 3 tablespoons of wine in the food to be eaten by clients, this young guy and 2 much shorter girls immediately, vehemently, repeatedly told Eric Gordon that some clients have alcohol issues, Eric said again and again trying to persuade them like a teenager who wants to do something dicey trying to persuade his parents that the alcohol would burn off in a couple of seconds and shrugging, then started saying he could use vinegar but kept pushing the flavor the wine would add, saying in a minimizing way, "it's only 3 tablespoons, the alcohol will just burn off in a minute.", shrug, the three continued to object with outrage, Eric started to reach under the counter and said "Okay I will use vinegar.", the two girls had walked away in disgust but were still in kitchen, the young guy surprised me by giving up and saying with resigned disgust for Eric to do whatever he wanted. So Eric sprinkled the three tablespoons of wine in the food cooking in a pan. The other clients were not informed of this action.

Eric Gordon has to disillusion even those who admire him like a little kid, if I do something this bad will you still like me, if I do something badder than that will you still love me and keeps on going until people are disgusted and turn away and don't come back then Eric complains that he has given them things, art supplies, etc. and they disappeared AND NEVER CAME BACK.

or to be complicit with Mr. Gordon in wrong doing -- the Milgram Experiment.

Eric Gordon desperately needs immediate therapy to understand why he does these things and to stop doing all manner of evil, hurting clients to get back at who he is really angry at - needs help in finding alternatives to abusing and destroying clients, he would play games with a therapist also so I hope he can find someone who is both compassionate and strong willed because Eric will always be extremely competitive, challenging a therapist along with everyone else to wrestle him to the ground to make him do the right thing --then he is angry that he can't have his own will in every situation. A crying, screaming baby would kill if it had the strength, at a certain young point 4 or 5 years people begin to develop a conscience, if Eric has one it has been seared by him and his experiences that he needs to examine and work through in another way.

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Eric Gordon also -- Undoing work of Job Coaches and the money spent there by deliberating trying to make clients non-functional - Mike Puel's (Pool) email

My losses due to Eric's extreme possessiveness of who can attend his class with abuse to those he doesn't want in HIS clubhouse --supplies colleagues/friends to talk about art with, art supplies esp large canvas, use of camera for my website, job coach supervisor complaining why didn't I use better paper about finished works that obviously took a long time on brown wrapping paper or thin white paper instead of charchol or canvas complimenting canvas paper that I used for a few of my paintings -- who else were these supplies funded by taxpayers meant for???

1.) August 8 attendence at Eric Gordon's art class where he practiced his Mime mockery of Disfigured Patients

August 8 attendence at Eric's art class

Mime mockery of Disfigured Patients in Eric Gordon's Art Class by Eric Gordon, Staff Member, St. Lukes House/Cornerstone Mongomery.

Dr. Ziomek trying to help, giving $5,000 worth of help compared with Eric Gordon's psychopathic savaging of disfigured clients.

fluttering cheeks sucked in, how many people has he done this too.

Brut art mimecy Eric Gordon is no longer in the reality based community and has not been for some time.

eric deadly competitive about the smallest thing.

Dr. Mary Ziomek, dentist, donating her time to help people who can't afford false teeth, and Mr. Al Lichaa, Microdent Dental Lab donating $5,000 of their time so my face isn't quite so caved in, but after having been so long without dentures can only help a limited amount and then eric trying to destroy me one the basis of physical disability.

Dr. Ziomek seems to be involved in a lot of charitable work through Jewish and Interfaith organizations maybe they should be informed as to how a staff member at Cornerstone is allowed to mock a client they tried to help because the disfigurement is still there just not as bad. Donated Dental Services might be interested as well.

Bonnie had sent me an article when encouraging me to push for Donated Dental of a woman in a group being helped by a group of dentist who had realized it was not only in Third World Countries that Americans also could not afford dentures, This woman, I believe in West Virgina, was crying because her face looked more normal after years of living without teeth or dentures.

What Eric Gordon did on August 8 in HIS Art Class was unspeakable and as many people in a position of responsibility and authority need to know about it. His atrocities against clients have been swept under the carpet for too long.

I lived with years of agony and referred pain from badly abcessed teeth putting blockades in my ability to work and so to get dental care, and Eric mocking the aftereffects which I have also had to live with because I committed the crime against him of caring about my art, having some training in art and computer graphics and his mission as he sees it is to chase away, kill, destroy, maim anyone who is good at art. I am by no means the only consumer/patient he has attacked in this way.

Eric, like the Highlander TV show, believes there can only be one, used to think why can there only be just one. Eric doesn't want to be just the best, he wants to be the only one with skill or knowledge of art. His insecurity would be okay if he did not use it to destroy people who have done nothing to harm him.

when Dr. Ziomek took an interest in my art when I was in the dentist chair more of an interest that eric ever took in 5

years --she asked me where I exhibited and I said i had one painting at Radner and she said that is just up the road, she was very kind in her interest as me as a person and artist and I think it possible that she is part of the Fundraising groups that go on at the radner which has given eric such a chance to destroy mental health care patients who are serious about their art.

why would a grown man, an adult male need to do this to so many vulnerable people?

sent Dr. Ziomek and Al a thank you card, thank you for allowing me to smile again and learn to chew food again.

bring in my robot painting hiding his wok from me while talking to young guy we don't have to exhibit with the other group like a kid with a personal clubhouse but like an adult in barring membership to people he doesn't like, ie, mostly those with some knowlege and training in art and digital media.

Thank you so much for allowing me to smile in public and learn to chew again your kindness and sacrifice for the good of someone you don't even know. A fellow citizen --

ERIC'S NON-STOP MIND GAMES

TROUBLEMAKER

left early not many there hour or so early how much others may be suffering from eric how much humiliation pushing his face in yours, deliberately violating clients' personal space, running away personal space deliberate violations you are not so special

All the HOW TO SWIM WITH THE SHARKS dirty tricks no conscience about practicing all of them on clients/patients/consumers.

afraid to say anything he is sinning against his own soul

always needs to be sole center of attention

not happy unless upsetting someone's applecart

no peace in himself

24 hours can never get away from himself and constantly needs new scapegoats to try to relieve his guilt

Jesus is the only true sacrifice of God himself only if eric repents turns from doing dirt to people can he find peace, the more Eric does to hurt people the more enraged he gets, gets in trouble, then more enraged by being called on his behavior, the more savage become his dirty tricks on mental health care patients.

self destructive

with sarcasm just barely under the radar for the people in the class

"I would like to introduce the GREAT artist Linda Leonard."

out of the blue everyone was quiet working, peacefully eric gordon had to stir things up the people quietly working looked up saying "huh?"

Bless Dr. Parveen for acting decently in an indecent situation.

Eric taunting "Are you leaving now?... until the next time then." referring to the fact that in 5 years he has gotten away with stonewalling my every legitimate question and depriving me of art supplies and a chance to exhibit at SLH/Cornerstone properties, the restaurants and other places he has contacts with and Radner Art Gallery

in his neverending inappropriate, unprovoked competitiveness with clients, he must have lost a lot in his family and in school to need to do this.

Eric likes to provoke people to anger and to respond so he can bar them from his exclusive club. I never reacted angrily or said much but felt sick and stunned for long after his vicious attacks for daring to show up in Mr. Gordon's private club called Studio INSIGHT paid for by taxpayers and fundraisers.

has made everything a competition which he must win, why, how can you do any work in the art class with this harrassment, eric picks off one or two patients at a time and uses the rest for cover.

Has played a game of KEEP AWAY by stonewalling legitimate questions and has deprived me of things I need for my work like a large canvas, he knew from Christina Taylor and mentioned in in November meeting before he swung his clenched fist in my face making it impossible or threatening me making it too dangerous to go to eric's class and then he complains that patients take supplies and never return to his class.

Brut art a painting woman with slashed throat directly in my line of sight

isn't it wonderful that men will take orders from women and accept a subordinate role but the Wash post and media never mentions that some of these men then go to secretaries to take out their anger/rage on powerless secretaries, ask the receptionists at St. Lukes if they or friends have experienced this maybe from Eric since he needs so many scapegoats.

Could have framed Baryshnikov portrait for the September 2014 Radner Gallery show - please see my website or had several ideas for new portraits could have completed but sick and angry from Eric's outrages in this one class and had to write a complaint not only for my sake but for the other clients he will mangle and damage if he is not stopped. very painful to try to write the attempt of a staff member to destroy fellow artists and helpless vulnerable clients whether in his art classes or cooking classes.

where is Lisa?????, until last month the staff member who transferred from Bel Pre to LifeSkills was mentioned in the Calendar - she told me that Eric had been treating her well, I think Mr. Gordon was responsible for some of Lisa's training and was replacing Eric in some of his duties such as EFC contact which this month Sept. 2014 has been returned to eric gordon -- has eric been returned the classes he was banned from teaching so that he can once again damage more clients??

Will eric be allowed to continue undermining and chasing away skilled staff members who care about clients so that he and his enabling cronies can ignore and abuse them???? Megan was wonderfully professional and caring of consumers.

Exit interviews to find out where the troublemakers and abusers of patients are staff noting other staff's abuse of the vulnerable and not able to do anything about it but fquit. Why is it allowed to go on year after year??

Are the names of the instructors blanked out so that those patients who have complained about eric in the past won't know he has been given a free hand to abuse patients not just in the art classes??

throwing away Melissa's suggestion complaint what kind of staff member does something like this????

Consumers who could have been contributing for years, messed up deliberately by eric so many people, so many artists

the list of artists with depression in the poster down the hall with Dr. Parveen's office lucky they never met eric or would never have accomplished anything

have thought and told david that everytime see eric not only wonder why i ever wanted to be in art spending thousands of hours learning how but no wonder why I want to live.

eric inside ugly twisted needs therapist and to stop emulating demons from satanic rock and brut art and denigrating any real true beauty ideals spirituality.

when Jane Clifford said praise God, I say thank God expression of feelings --Eric's body language would have gone for the juglar in the past but had to wait to finish me off and be somewhat more subtle in playing cat and mouse with Jane Clifford before dismissing her once and for all - let it play out--control freak to end all control freaks wants to control every word and feeling of those unfortunate enough to be pressured into attending his classes

Dr. Parveen's, Paula's, Vanessa's work made to nothing by this troublemaker

2.) November 2013 Meeting in Eric Gordon's office with my Job Coach Vanessa Martinez where Eric strangled my leather jacket and clenched all of it in his fist, and drove his fist within an inch of my face

----hooked Paula's feelings to the point that someone who had professional integrity could not stand to even hear what Eric had done to me, obviously her out-of-character anger showed she had heard of Eric's atrocities against clients but her feeling were hooked so strongly it was like criticizing her son and she would not hear of it, so thought later as I was so sick and delerious for about three months remembering other violence I had suffered, in the past when in real need I could call Paula and really needed someone to talk to about the horrific aftereffects of Eric's strangling my coat and pushing his clenched fist in my face in what was supposed to be a meeting about our differences.

Christina Taylor, my RC of several years, let me down by cancelling at the last minute after months of pressuring me to meet with Eric Gordon think she had wind of how violently he objected to any discussion of his behavior in a class he feels he has a right to do anything, absolutely anything to consumers. Vanessa Martinez, my job coach, has gotten much sharper but was very inexperienced then wanted everyone to get along and missed a lot of what he was doing.

3.) Wine Surreptitiously Placed in Patients Food in at least One of Eric Gordon's Cooking Classes or possibly it was Social Night cooking since there were only 3 other clients in the kitchen at the end of the cooking of the food

4.) My One Visit to SOCIAL NIGHT

5.) Attempt to Get Eric to Look At My Portfolio

eric walking the square to lay claim to every inch of Southport

Paula telling him I had given up not giver-uppers but canceled meeting left my artwork after showing to Dr. Parveen and Paul ain disgust because of all the ways eric refused to even look at my work much less discuss it after MJ had told me when I first moved in that to move into Studio Insight the secret class not mentioned in bulletin instead of or from the Radner Class Eric looks at clients portfolios from that time to this Eric has refused to do so in very rude ways

Paula's story about Home Economics teacher and awkwardness I'm sure was in response to Erics making me out to be the enemy of the people because of awkwardness since he can scarcely comment on my looks or disfigurement without alienating even his ally Paula. If he doesn't like being around disfigurement or awkwardness or slowness or the elderly and infirm, he needs to find a job in another setting.

6.) First Class at Radner with Megan Substituting for Eric

7.) Two Classes at Radner Gallery Annex and Eric's Vicious mind Games

Rushing clients at end of class or to get in van for beginning of class at Radner, had called for permission to be in class eric would not wait two minutes for me to go offline, and told me repeatedly to walk to radner, megan objected and said she has a cane, which like a badly brought up teenager or preteen eric has only impatience or worse with infirmities or any physical or emotional weakness.

A sign for him to attack.

8.) First Class at Studio Insight with Elaine Substituting for Eric Like Megan's one sub class normal nice calm atmosphere, questions answered directly and easy without erics stonewalling, games like any information about art is top secret

9.)Approximately 5 classes at Studio Insight with Eric "Teaching

Trip to Annaplis

10.) My Last Two Classes approx. 2 1/2 years ago yat Eric's Studio Insight

11.) Caked, Ruined Paintbrushes a Year after the Last Time I Dared to Go To Receive Abuse at Eric's Theatre of Cruelty

A year spent not painting combination of Eric's incredible abuse

12.) one year of cooking classes with eric, rarely full, because of his QUICKLY zinging other patients with outrageous insults then acting like nothing had happened and continuing on with the class or telling a charming joke, as part of a mind game, did that really happen, did a staff member actually say that to a client.

Alan trying to calmly confront Eric in cooking class, saying calmly repeatedly you just insulted me

At one point, Eric seemed to try to stop himself from zinging patients with insult if they did something he considered stupid and got the impression that one or more clients whether they were the victims of this or just witnesses had complained to someone in the chain of command about Eric's inappropriate but QUICK insults.

Despite pressure from RCs though Eric was not insulting me at the time, felt sick that he insulted other clients and wondered how I would be treated if I did go to his personal art class and it was worse than I could possible imagine, each time he went further in his pychopathic behavior, if he defys even Dr. Parveen with the support of those hooked on his personality like the usual responsible Paula Weiss, who is to stop him from damaging patients, so far no one has managed to stop him despite taking away all of his job responsiblities except the art classes.

12a. like a sideways volcano sarah viet wrap

Dry Ice Erics burning unrelenting hatred

10.) Riding home from Unitarian church immediate meeting when funds were cut Ike Leggett

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No liar can enter the Kingdom of Heaven

he who maketh and telleth a lie will be kept out of the Heavenly Jerusalem

The serpent was the most subtle of all the beasts

Satan was a liar from the first and the Father of lies.

moody doesnt begin to cover eric's behavior, berating, insulting, belligerant, rage erratic from charm to out and out rage and hate over nothing and in a split second. and more and more

the way megan and elaine just gave straightforward answers to question elaine knitting calm compared to erics running around refusing to answer questions stonewalling gave him money for class and space based on more than his doleing out supplies and putting some clients through hellish humiliation with come on and put downs and not giving supplies offerred the only thing he ever gave to me was canvas and a squirt of cadminum red which he jealously guarded the fishing tackle box said someone had put together the oils and giving a squirt of red wouldn't hurt

i brought my OWN supplies, brushes, medium, oils then acrylics when he said he hated oils but he acted like he owned them as well test drive of canvas screaming at me canvas we had made together only other supply he has given me is a squirt of cadmium red in 5 years.

like bees or hornets around my head

showing a young man small photos of his work and when I glanced over, hiding the photos with his arm. I looked away and thought he must really have been hurt by his classmates, but he was obviously projecting onto me as an easy mark to be a proxy for classmates/family others who had hurt him. Eric is in a position to do a lot of damage to a lot of mental health patients and he does, apparently without any conscience whatever.

He can be a fun life of the party type to the whole group and to some individuals who are currently his favorites but with few exceptions was stunningly vicious to me and could change from one personality to another in the blink of an eye.

polite to the young black girl and asked her questions about her arthad probably heard from MJ who said te first step would be eric looking at my portfolio which he steadfastly refused to do in 5 years or take even minimal interest in my work to discuss not the only client he is jealous off and tries to destroy hemingway

What right does eric have to say who has the right to live or die like secretaries persecution making job hell on earth the potential money could have made supplies given to him in good faith that he would not withhold from those wwith some experience in art I know this, someonemade this world and it wasn't you or me, or eric. God made supply for everyone not just erics favorites so he can pretend to himself he is a big man or worse try to be the god of this world, satan, to say who has a right to live and die.

Norman Mailer's Little Murders that allshould avoid of saying something to someone that will die off and never be the same again. I am sorry if other people did this to eric but his abuse of clients, his being given a steady stream of victims who are already weakened allows him to kill off the talents and work that God has given them to do. Eric needs to read in Daniel what happens to the Robbers of God's People..

There was some official St. Luke's material that spoke of clients having been rejected often in the communities that they live in and that LifeSkills offers a place of acceptance. In my experience that is just words and a cover for the incredible abuse and dirty tricks Eric plays on people and he even goes after staff and tries to make their work more difficult like Meagan and Dr. Parveen. They have to try to heal the clients he has damaged and with the extra time he has from having been relieved of his duties beside the art group has more time for dirty politics against those concentrated on helping clients in crises or to have a more pleasant richer life.

He does his best to undo the work of staff that cares about clients and is costing those who hired him and gave him art supplies and a room to work in and a gallery.

MESSING WITH CLIENTS' HEADS - Eric is very,very skilled at his real passion Messing with Client's Heads completely ignorant and/or uncaring of the responsibilities of someone who claims a leadership position

Cheating and Betraying the trust of those that hired him and allow him to continue to collect his salary under false pretenses of serving all St. Luke's clients

Eric's Betrayal of those that provided the Resources and Space for his so-called Studio Insight where he plays vicious mindgames with one or more patients at a time, using the rest for cover until it is there turn for eric to turn his weapons on them

I would not want to be Eric on Judgement Day all the patients he threw away like worthless kleenex will be there to speak of the immense suffering Eric caused them and which Eric now justifys in bogus ways. He will bear the Judgement of God for preventing his people from using the talents God gave them and Eric prevented them from using by withholding supplies, information, training and treating them like a pyschopath does an endless stream of victims when they choose a work environment of very vulnerable people, like children in orphanages, inmates in prison who can't get away, who probably won't be believed when trying to report Eric's viciousness, and who do not make good witnesses if they are believed. God sees the Truth but waits. But not much longer.

Justice, Righteousness, Good Faith, Mercy - the weightier matters.

He is selling his soul cheap.

mocking gravitas - people esp young people are ashamed of their emotions

social engineering

receive money based on selling his skills but doesn't use them on behalf of most clients.

not enough just to have a Masters degree but need to use knowledge to pass it on not hoard it.

during the 5 classes I attended refused absolutely to share his knowledge and seemed to think that his come-on and put-down games keep away games with supplies instead of a trust belonged to him was all that was required of him and outraged if tried to speak even a sentence to him never allowed me to say more than 3 sentences if you are going to use someone as a scapegoat you don't want to see them as a person.

In cooking class gave people the information they needed, gather your ingredients make sure you have them all before you begin, but in art class everything a top secret. scribble drawing Nicoladi

like basic move at barre for a dance teacher one of the first things they would have learned but eric refused to share.

Refusal to use his Masters Degree in Art to help clients only to get funding for supplies and grants under false pretenses.

Nicolaidi scribble drawing exercises

From the first notice a very very inappropriate competiveness with clients

MURAL competiveness

Eric's constant refrain Anything you can do, I can do better, I can do anything better than you

Screaming at me when he found out I some small knowledge of computer graphics from having taken courses at Montgomer College He did not even listen that far befor screaming at me SO, SO WHAT leaning forward pushing his face into mine.

VICKIES WALL AND BELLOWING AT ME I WASN'T TALKING TO YOU!

COULD MAKE A MOVE MUCH LESS SAY A WORD IN HIS MAJESTY'S PRESENTS WITHOUT OUTRAGEOUS ABUSE FALLING ON MY HEAD.

Going behind Dr. Parveen to undo her good work with patients because she committed the crime against eric of trying to get him to do his job for all clients not just his favorites, and even his favorites flee him due to not wanting to witness or be a part of his cruelty to other clients.

People who have suffered often don't want to inflict or be a part of inflicting more pain kicking someone when down. George Orwell wrote if you want a picture of the future imagine a boot stamping on a human face forever.

November 2013 Meeting with Eric to discuss why I left his class and did not want to return

furious, did all the talking, seemed confused bitter and hurt by people who had as he put it taken supplies then never returned and hypocritically said that he was responsible for using the materials wisely, paraphrase.

Thought later and said to Dr. Parveen doesn't he realize he scares people away, later thought people don't like being perpetually insulted or subjected to outrage and/or lies when they ask a simple question. Eric very withholding, probably his family was but inappropriate and self-destructive behavior. Even he doesn't really gain by his abuse of clients.

Trip to Annaplis

Riding home from Unitarian church immediate meeting when funds were cut Ike Leggett

Screaming at and berating me half of the way home, for some reason he told me to wait while he got the car but it was a long, long walk to the car why didn't he take me with him when he first went, I was 5 steps away from the entrance, had smoked a cigarette under a small shelter and thought by getting the car he meant he would take it to the small road with a signal light before the larger highway.

taking potential friends away from clients can't stand to see anyone happy for even a minute

like gerda stomping around - repeatedly when I first moved in stomped around her room in her heavy boots, stomped around the upstairs hallway, while I was in my room, stomped down the stairs and all around downstairs, then stomped up the stairs, hallway, her room, again and again and again laying claim to her property.

eric walking the square to lay claim to every inch of Southport

Dr. Parveen said, "eric only works here, as I do as you do." but eric will fight to the death to have his own totalitarian county where he can play any ANY DIRTY TRICK on consumers/patients and not be called on it.

eric is no longer in the reality based community magic and act like you own the joint - taken it so far into outerspace.

thinks he gets to decide who is beautiful enough to live thinks he is God could have made money to buy art supplies paint on canvas instead of paper tortured by rcs to see that monster again even fist in my face made no difference inmates clients less than the dust - melissa is in hospital how powerless does it make you feel that eric not only throws away your suggestions but comes up to you and tells client he threw away suggestion how many, many clients has he destroyed or damaged and how many more if he is allowed to continuethat eric can do so much evil and david and dwayne can refuse to show up or be on cell phone for the whole of the time supposed to be teaching an internet class how powerless makes you feel shocked again when Megan was so professional and treated you the way any responsible person would expect the mentally ill to be treated.

some money for health and metro acess instead abuse from the first playing humiliation games with supplies david thought it was funny i did not join a football team but an art group ostensibly for the mentally ill.

cronyism david dwayne eric little goup undercutting the work of professions like Dr. Parveen paula suborned - this could only happen with the consents of those from above with the power and responsiblity to make sure patients are not being abused or utterly ignored by staff.

Jesus said Go and learn what that means and I will have mercy and not sacrifice.

Why does eric need so many scapegoats? The meaning and need for a scapegoat to free you of your sins, the wrong scapegoats the innocent puts you in danger of hell fire and the smoke of their torment went up forever. Two brothers fighting over a toy. No one laughs at a clown at midnight

more than cartoons meaning more than exploitative vampires in infintile attempt to feel powerful for a few minutes but there will be hell to pay God is not mocked

blasphemers liars no liar will enter the kingdom of heaven.

He who maketh and telleth a lie

Abomination in the sight of the Lord

moral absolutes

The ten commandments written in our hearts

clients not wanted to be implicated or witnesses of Erics viciousness to other clients

and eric's lies about clients disappointing betraying him by not coming back to his theatre of cruelty to be abused or witness others being abused by erics and erics attempts to suborn them entice them into permitting or participating in eric's wrongdoing against innocent people who have done him no wrong

God sees the truth but waits

from Fukishima, Japan's nuclear tragedy affecting the seas and us all

the millstone the angel throws into the sea in the Seven Seals no happening on the nightly news

Bob Dylan's use of Revelation's Angel standing in the Sun.

God won't wait much longer. Even so Come Lord Jesus.

The Judge is at the gate to put an end to evil to diadem the right.

people afraid of his very erratic behavior and just don't come back to his classes in art or cooking which just makes him angrier, eric has no self-awareness or sense of responsiblity to consumers or to the people paying his salary and paying for supplies to be used for ALL clients who can use them well not just eric's favorites. treats like children

though there would be enough time to clean up esp in a four hour class eric waits til the last minute so he can rush people crack the whip and gossip about patients like they are an enemy of the people if they are not quick enough in cleaning up to suit eric

Nikki left. nikki cared was capable of talking tdo clients spending time paid for at least one hour a week

To do what is right to let eric go on year after year destroying clients and their talent and what contibution they could make

My One Visit to SOCIAL NIGHT

as if clients paid to listen to him talk thought social night was supposed to be for clients if he sees anyone even having conversation has to upset their applecart massive selfishness no one exsts but eric they were created only for him to exploit for his whims

he has so much extra time now to cause mischief that word used to have a more serious meaning one of the Psalms talk about mischevious madness the book and film called White Mischief much more than a mischevious child though he is very childish juvenile

Little murders saying something to someone that kills a part of them never be able to access it again norman mailer maybe in repentance for what he did to Tennessee Williams Get the Guest Who's afraid of Virginia Wolfe deepest corruption and betrayal of the human contract in relationships abuse of power

Took so much away from me can hardly talk about it, how many others in past, presently in future will he destroy with his mouth. Gerda He's got a mouth on him.

Thought he even took my therapist away. Like 24 justifying torture and seems to have succeeded in coarsening and corrupting Americans to justify Guantanamo Bay and other very Black Sites. to say toughening up mental health patients like a football coach denying that his atrocities against clients have any effect that nothing should bother mental health consumers. Only up to a point and if have been very weakened by previous abuse not true can shake it off. I would not want to be Eric Gordon on Judgment Day. He will answer to a higher authority and so will those that made his atrocities possible.

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